Greatest Lullaby (Nat & Alex Wolff Fan Fiction)

Chapter Twelve

"Hey Nat!" Said Samantha in a flirty tone.

"What do you want?" He replied in an annoyed voice.

"Well I was just here and I had no one to hang out with." Ignoring all the BOYS and girls that were talking to her before.

"Well I see you have some people over there, you should go with them." While he was walking away.

She tugged on him. "No, they are no one! I was just waiting for you!"

What a little ho...rse (sorry, I don't say bad words.) I swear! I wonder what she does when Nat isn't around.

"Well I'm sorry, I told Diana that I would take her out for lunch."

"What?!?" Her mindless expression showed. "Her? Nat, sweetie, she is a nobody. Look at her! You can do so much better.

That's it!

~BERENICE'S P.O.V~

(Back at the garden with Alex)

This little place is amazing! I didn't even know that it was here. It is towards the back of the school, but I like it. Just Alex and me.

"So, what do you think?"

"What? This place is beautiful! How did you even find out about this?"

"Nat told me, and we have been here a few times. We even come once and a while to water the plant." He said rather proud

"Aww, you sweetheart!" I said while pushing a little on his shoulder.

He faced me. I could see that he was nervous. Why? Was he going to say something about me? Since when do I get worried about what guys say about me? Let's face it, it's Alex Wolff; whatever he says must be true. In a good or bad way? I knew that I was a bit strange. I wasn't a girly girl. I had flippy hair, the bangs and tips were purple, I had a lot of bracelets that would up to my elbow (okay, maybe not all the way over there), I would wear tight skinny jeans, and most of the clothes that I would use were dark colors. If I didn't know better I wouldn't count myself as a scene kid. Up to this point he didn't know that I liked bands like Sleeping With Sirens, Pierce The Veil, Black Veil Brides, Suicide Silence, Falling in Reverse, Asking Alexandria, We Came As Romans, Bring Me The Horizon, and other stuff like that. Up to know he seems to like me; but, what if I start hanging with him and he sees the stuff that I like. Will he think that I am crazy and leave? Will he be disgusted if he doesn't like the same music? Will he make fun of me? I have already been bullied through middle school for being emo/scene, and I am not all about cutting and stuff, that isn't nice at all.

"You are different you know..." See said serious.

I felt alone again. I knew that he would judge me, but I don't only like that. I also like oldies like The Beatles (of course), Guns N' Roses, Bon Jovi, Boston, Queen, maybe the Piano Man, Misfits, Slayer, and all the good stuff. I just couldn't take it anymore. I wasn't sad, I was angry. No one could like me for who I am, I always had to be something else to make people like me. I was done.

"I'm sorry! I'm different I know! Sorry!" I said with anger coming out of my soul.

"Berenice! Wait!" He said trying to stop me.

I kept running. I didn't want to stop. I got home and went rushing to my room. Mom was asking me what was wrong. Everything was wrong. I was wrong. My music were wrong. My style was wrong. My idols were wrong. My life was wrong. I WAS WRONG. I thought he would be different, because I wanted Alex to be different. All my life I had met stupid guys that only know one type of girl. I was different, and up to this point I was fine. Then my idol, the guy that I have been in love with almost my whole life, didn't like me. I thought he was for me because he was my dream boy, but my expectations got the best of me.

Time went by and I was only punching my pillow, punching and punching that I grew tired and fell asleep. I was relaxed; but, then this sound on the window woke me up. When I was awake enough to realize it, they were rocks, thrown to my window. I got up and looked through the glass.

I couldn't believe my eyes.