I Need You

twenty six

I hate this time of the month. It's a sweet time for us too, the moods are just so hard to deal with. But I love her, what can I do?

I was just grumpy sitting on the sofa. Watching The Prince and Me, the movie that starred by Julia Stiles. This is really one of my favorite. But I can't help myself to be grumpy. I have a great big pimple between my eyebrows. I wanna cry just thinking about it. It was like 11am but I am still here with my pajamas. Ugh! Then I was like so itching to touch my great big pimple. So I slowly trying to touch it.

"Popcorn!" I startled

"Shit!" Gosh! I suddenly hurt my pimple with my long nails. Because Chris just made me jump because of those popcorn he have. He just laugh at me. He set the popcorn down to my lap and sit beside me.

"Maybe you should stop worrying baby about that cute pimple." He said smiling but still I don't agree.

"Stop worrying? The pimple is big, the placement is not a beautiful sight and it's not fucking cute, it's a fucking demon." I said to him eating bunch of popcorns. But then he caress my stomach that made me feel so calm and good. He is now looking at my pimple. I think he hates it. He hates me now. He doesn't love me anymore. Oh God. I'm fucking ugly!

"You don't love me anymore." I said putting bunch of popcorns in my mouth. Then he just chuckle looking at me. Then kiss my pimple.

"That will never happen Love. That pimple there? That didn't made you look ugly that much." He chuckles and I playfully punch him.

"Ouch baby that hurt but I love it baby do it again." He said and I just set the popcorn down to the table. Turn off the tv and turn on the radio to Every Little Thing She Does Is Magic by The Police. Then I sat on Chris' lap. He just smile at me and he starts caressing my waist.

"I love it when were like this." I said holding his shoulders. I look into his hazel eyes and that just made me feel so good. Then he press my body to his body. And I press harder too. Then he hold my right cheek then agressively press his lips on mine. We kiss so hard that made me so horny to death. So we press our bodies even harder and that made me feel so horny. So I pull away and try to take his shirt off. But he chuckle and didn't let me do it.

"Babe? I know you don't want us to do this now." He said and give me one last kiss. But still I am on his lap dumbfounded.

"What do you mean babe?" I ask

"It's the time of the month love..." He said and ........

"Shit! Yes!" It took me like millions of years before realizing it. I just fucking hate myself! I just remember I was bleeding down there right now. Oh poor me. I just get off of his lap and eat popcorns again. I turned off the radio then turn the tv on again. We are currently watching The Prince and Me still.

"You okay baby?" He ask and I just feel so embarrassed. I didn't even know he knows my period days.

"I didn't even know you know my period days." I said keeping my face straight to the tv. And he just laugh.

"Oh come on baby. Don't be mad about it. Okay? For the 8 months of being together? I have lightly memorized the strange things you when you're currently in it. You are an active morning person but suddenly became a lazy sleepy head. You wear those pajamas all day. You watch the movies I never adored. You're making me cook a big bowl of popcorns. Grumpy, moody and horny you. And cute pimples. Every months those strange things happened." He said and caress my stomach.

"I love you so much you know." I said to him and he just grin at me.

"Yes I do know that." He said and just kiss me.

"But it's your fault after all." I said pulling away from him. And look at the tv again. I don't know why I am being so nosy.

"What have I done?" He said while kissing my hands now. Why is this guy so hot and perfect. Wasting time kissing my hands. I can't help but smile on how lucky I am.

"You know? Falling in love with me.... It's your fault, you need to deal with this monster side of me." I said and he just chuckle. Then he stand up, turn off the tv and play a song. Well he just play a beatle song. And making my mood more lovely hahaha. It's Do You Want To Know A Secret.

"Well this song must be telling my fault right now love. The fault that I gladly did." He said to me leaning his face closer to mine. I just smile and look at his eyes. This is everything. No words. Just a song that surrounds us right now. No touching. Just our eyes talking. We are just sitting there comfortably in the couch. Just looking onto each other's eyes and see how wide our smiles for each other. It's actually better than watching a movie.

"You are so beautiful." He said and caress my right cheek. And that made my heartbeat faster. I can't help it but hold him. I need to feel him. So I hug him tightly.