(check the external link for the music video)
You don't know anything
You don't know anything
You don't know anything about me
Once it starts, it never stops
Discipline, it's all I'm not
Can't help myself, you listening?
Why can't i say just what i want?
You don't know anything
No, you don't know anything about me
Steady damage, cross the line
What's become clearly defined
Steady damage, cross the line
what's become clearly defined
Chain me up, hold me down
Just let me go, there's always more
I want it all excluding you
Losing control, so construed
Oh, you don't know anything
No, you don't know anything about me
"GET AWAY FROM ME!" I scream as i shove him hard in the chest. "GET THE FUCK AWAY FROM ME!" he doesn't know me, he can't touch me like this. "Get away..." I say barley above a whisper, sliding down the locker. Sitting on my ass pulling my knees to my chest. "Go away..." Covering my face with my hands i hear his footsteps retreat down the hall and then suddenly stop, then nothing. I look up from my hands and see nothing but empty hall. He didn't walk more than 10 steps away... how did he disappear so fast? Feeling a tingle run down my spine i stand quickly, do a quick 360 check, collect my bag, slam my locker door shut and head for the doors.
"Almost there," I say to myself, "Almost there." as i feel another chill scrape down my spine and then i feel it. The ice breath on my neck. Without realizing it I have stopped walking altogether and am now standing frozen in the middle of the hall, two meters from the doors. I hesitate and then flip around and without thinking i lash out blindly hoping to hit something, anything. But nothing connects. I swing my arm back in and my wrist is caught in a vice grip. My whole body tenses up, my mind racing. "What the hell is going on?" Opening my eyes i turn to see my capture, its none other than the boy from earlier, "What the hell? Didn't he just...?"
"Yes, yes i did just walk down the hall, I did just disappear." He says answering my unspoken question. My breath stops and i just stare in awe.
"How...?" my voice falters as his free hand lashes out and grips my throat, not tight but with enough pressure to stop my words. Without another word he crashes his lips to mine and my whole body feels like its on fire. Not like its burning on the outside but like a blaze has been set under my skin. I grasp for something, anything to hold on to. My hands now partly numb, make contact with his solid chest. I grasp the soft material of his shirt holding on for dear life for i feel as if i may just explode. After a while I've noticed that he has released my wrist and has now wrapped is arm behind my lower back pulling my body to his. I am powerless to stop anything he is doing to me, i am helpless. His lips locked on mine, his arms holding me tenderly, makes me weak.
I don't know how long it has been but he finally releases my mouth, my body is still humming from his touch. I realize he has pushed me against the wall and his hand has released my throat. He pulls his body from mine and is now just hovering over me his hands braced against the wall staring into my eyes breathing heavy. I can see it in his eyes, he wants to do more. He wants to touch more of my body. But he can see the fear in my eyes, i will not hide that.
