Panic Attack (Jc Caylen)

1. I'm Sorry

"Emily, EMILY", I wake up to Kian yelling in my face

"What do you want Kian???" I said him still in my face.

"I need a ride to school" he said innocently.

"Why don't you just walk or penny board there" I asked.

"It's my last day if high school and I'll be late if I do", he replied casually.

" Fine. Give me 20 minutes.",and with that I started getting ready ((I'm not gonna go into detail about her getting ready every time just remember she only wears jeans, jean shorts, and yoga pants/shorts and she DOES wear makeup))

"Ok Kian let's go" I yell as I start putting my converse on.

UNEVENTFUL RIDE TO SCHOOL OVER

To be honest I'm really glad that it's Kian's last day of high school because everyday I've worried about having a panic attack and him not being there. I can usually calm myself down from the minor ones, but if I have a bigger one I'm screwed without him.

After I dropped Kian off I went back home to skype some of our YouTube friends known as o2l. They get out of school a week earlier that us because we live in California and their scattered around different states. Anywho their all moving out here and in with us. They should arrive tomorrow and Kian and I are both very excited. I talk to them a lot but I talk to Jc the most and I do have a bit of a crush on him. Just a small one. Kian says he likes me too but I don't really know about that. I just hope to find out when he gets here. I'm surprising Kian with Jc coming out a day early. Okay it was kinda for me too, but I hope he's surprised.

KIANS P.O.V.

I'm so glad it's my last day of high school, not just because of the normal stereotypical "I hate school" thing but because of my sister. She doesn't think I know she gets worried when I'm at school or out without her but I'm her twin, I can tell and I hate seeing her worried and I get worried too because I know I'm the only one who can calm her down and I'm scared to death of anything happening at all to her. It wouldn't be the same without her. She's all I have left.

Oh well looks like math is over now to English, I don't even know why we come to school today it's only a part day and we don't do anything anyway, at least English is my last class then I get to go home and both me and Emm can stop worrying ( we made nicknames for each other she's Emm and I'm Kiki)

EMILYS P.O.V.

I was just getting ready for everyone to come right now I'm making the beds and cleaning the bathrooms. I suppose I should give you the run down on the house okay, so theirs 6 bedrooms 2 actual bathrooms and 3 mini ones downstairs. So Kian, Jc, and I are sharing one bathroom and Connor, Ricky and Sam share the other. Everyone has their own room, it's one big long hall of bedrooms so first on the right is Ricky first on the left is Jc middle on the right is Connor middle on the left is me far on the right is Sam and far on the left is Kiki (our rooms have a connecting door in case I have a panic attack and my door is locked (that connecting door doesn't lock) ) Oh I should go get Kiki now schools over and I'm late, crap.

KIANS P.O.V.

Ok Emm's late and now I'm worried I may sound paranoid but panic attacks are a big deal, she also has social anxiety so if she went out when I was gone she could be bad too. I release a breath to see her beat up car pull into the parking lot.

" I was so worried, where we're you???" I asked

" I'm sorry I was just at home cleaning and getting ready for when the guys come." said Emily apologetically.

" Okay well I was very worried, but at least school is over now and we can be together and not worry" I said. She nodded in agreement. Relief washing.over her face as soon as the words left my mouth.

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