Panic Attack (Jc Caylen)

8. They Found Us

KIAN'S P.O.V.

I heard pounding echoing throughout the house. Who is here at 4 in the morning? Without hesitation a silently tip toed to the front door not turning on the lights so whoever was here didn't notice myself. Luckily I didn't because as I approached the door I realized their was definately more then one person standing at the door. Then it hit me. The fans. Our video when the rest of O2L arrived. 

Before thinking I ran straight to Emily. 

"EMILY WE HAVE A PROBLEM!", I screeched. No answer.

"EMILY!!!!!!", I yelled louder probably allowing everyone outside to know we are aware of them. Before I could react her her hand swung up slapping my face. Ow.

"Emily! What the hell!", someone's grumpy.

"Kian it's 4 in the morning! GO AWAY!", She yelled clearly not impressed.

"Emily the fans found out where we live!", Her eyes shot open before being sent into a panic attack. 

EMILY'S P.O.V.

"Emily the fans found out where we live!", After he annouced it I started hyperventilating. Spots appeared in my eyes. My vision began to get clouded and my mind slowing down. I heard Kian shout for other people to come. I breifly saw there expressions turn from exhausted to concerned. Why did Kian do that. It won't help at all! He knows it makes it worse. Before I could process anything else everything around me went pitch black.

I woke up with a pounding head. What happened? Kian ran to my side once he notice I was concious.

"Emily, it's okay. You're fine.", he said reassuring me, this time with much less people around. I took this time to look at my surroundings. I was still in my room, fans faint screams could still be heard frim ohtside my window. Ashley and Jc were the only ones here.

"Where did everyone go?", I asked still in shock.

"Looking for a new place to live.", Jc stated as if it was the most obvious thing in the world. Wow some one is moody today. What's up with him.

CONNOR'S P.O.V.

I should just ask Emily now, but I can't. She just gained consciousness back and I will only send her back into a panic attack but I really need to know how I can get Ashley to like me back. I can tell by the way she looks at me she does not like me. I know nothing of her. All I know is her ex boyfriend is an asshole. I don't know why I am even trying with her. I have heard that when a person likes you back, even though no one might know including them that there is that certain sparkle in their eye. The world stops when you see them. Every one and everything around you disappears and you feel like you two only people in the world. I get none of that. He stole the gleam in her eyes, her belief in her beauty, her smile. He broke her, violated her in every way possible. All you see is her dark eyes rarely making contact with your own, only a frown covers her face besides her mask covering her shame and she has built her wall stronger then ever before that is almost impossible to break down again. She has lost trust in everything is all I know. I don't know how to fix her broken heart that has been torn out of her, thrown to the ground and shattered into millions, possibly billions of pieces merely impossible to mend, only by that one person and I am determined to be that person.

JC'S P.O.V.

I was hoping that tonight Connor and I could finally put my plan into action. Now that Emily had a panic attack I could make things worse. I already now she has social anxiety too. I just really hope that I can tomorrow because I can't bare to sit here and admire her when she probably knows but thinks I am just staring at her like a freak. Plus we are moving into or new home soon. I have a feeling those girls won't leave until we do.

KIAN'S P.O.V

I received letter from a college I applied to in March. I had opened all the letter's from the other college's I applied to but this one was different. It was my dream school and last hope. I was declined by every other college I applied to. The thing about this place is that well, it's across the country from here. Across the country from Emily. I wouldn't be able to reach out and help her anymore. Without thinking I opened the letter, not quite ready to read it but the anticipation was killing me. I skimmed across the letter not even reading who it was addressed to, until I read the words 'We regret to inform you'. Those exact words repeating on a continuous loop throughout my mind. I didn't bother reading the rest. I wouldn't be able to last. I dropped the letter and envelope into the garbage can not wanting to look at it anymore. What do I tell Emily? Hey Emily I didn't get accepted into any college's! Yeah right.

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 We're finally escaping the mob of fans outside our house. It was our fault we filmed outside but we should still be allowed to have our privacy. We recently asked Ashley to move in with us. She lived with her ex and had no where to go. Besides she is Emily's best friend and I let all my friends move in. I could also see the way Connor looks at Ashley. I don't think anyone has really noticed but I can tell there is something going on that everyone is oblivious to.

I should probably film my video before we move. I know if I wait until we move my camera will be packed away in one of the various boxes stacked in piles of 3 in my current room.

After I filmed my video I decided I would get rid of my letter from my dream college. There was no reason to keep it.  It's not like I was accepted. Something caught my eye when I re-read the letter. 

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A/N

Short we know sorry! There is lots of drama planned for the next chapter. This was just a filler chapter leading up to this next one and we hope you will love the next chapter.

~Clouds4Ever