Panic Attack (Jc Caylen)

9. Secrets

Everyone has a secret they are hiding. You may think you know every one and every thing but reality is, you don't know the half of it. Those who seem don't have one, have to deepest, darkest ones. They can haunt you and follow you throughout your life. It is your choice to share these tales. After all, it is your secret to tell.

KIAN'S P.O.V.

I can't believe I didn't even notice. It wasn't even my letter. It was for some guy named Jace Young. They put my letter in the wrong envelope. I still have a chance to go to my dream school. I just don't want to get my hopes up is all. I know Emily and if I tell her and then find out I am not accepted I couldn't imagine how she would react. I have to be prepared for rejection though. What if I don't get accepted? What if I go and I am not here to help Emily? I wish I knew the answers.

JC'S P.O.V.

Today is the day. No more distractions. No more procrastinating. No more worrying. No more fears of the unknown. I realized that I really do love Emily. She is all I see when she walks into the room. The thought of her can make me smile in my darkest days. She is absolutely everything I have ever wanted and her eyes. The most beautiful shade of blue, like pools of various shades of blue, bluer then the ocean, with a certain gleam to them. They glisten in the light and always seem to change colours the slightest bit every day I see her. The beauty she holds goes unseen because she stands back, hiding her every lovable feature. It's a wonder how she isn't taken. Maybe it's because of Kian, or she remains out of the public eye, but if I get her I want everyone to know she is mine. I would want everyone to see her beauty that I get to see every inch of. Now if she could only realize. My thoughts were broken by Connor speaking.

'We need to set up all of the plan. I will find a way to distract her and get her out of the house. I can ask Ashley to take her shopping." Just then Connor pulled out his phone. He has her number already? It took me a week to prepare to say hi and have a proper conversation with Emily. How did he do that. I see the way he looks at her. Ashley, I am unsure about. There are days when you she her glare at him when he only tries to talk to her, but those are the days she will do it to everyone. Then there are those days when her eyes sparkle with hope, like they can empathize as well as read what you are feeling. It's all I have ever dreamed of to see from Emily's eyes if she would open them and see that I don't just want her. I need her.

ASHLEY'S P.O.V.

Jc and Connor have been gone all morning. I can't help but wonder if they are okay, especially Connor. I know I like him and I am not going to deny the fact. My heart is telling me to go for him, though my mind says no. Last time I trusted my mind I ended up with a broken heart, something which I never want experience again. My suspicions were confirmed when I heard my phone go off from across the room. I set Connor a special ringtone but I don't know why.

"Hello?"

"Hey do you think you can get Emily out of the house, like go shopping or something."

"Why?"

"I don't know if I am allowed to tell you."

"Tell me or I am not leaving the house Connor." I heard muffled voices like he had covered the speaker so I couldn't her his conversation.

"Alright you can't tell anyone."

"I won't."

"Well Jc is planning something special to surprise Emily. I would think you know Jc likes her and we need help getting her away from the house for awhile."

"Oh." Before I could reply the line went dead.

"Can't tell anyone. Can't tell anyone. Can't tell anyone."