Panic Attack (Jc Caylen)

2. "SUPRISE!"

EMILYS P.O.V

" Okay I've got a surprise for you but it's only a small one, but its only a small one."

" Yeah, yeah okay what is it???" Kian asked impatiently waiting for my answer.

"We'll Jc is COMING a day early, he should be their when we get to the house"

"That's awesome!" said Kian excitedly.

BACK AT THE HOUSE

"OKAY Kian come on let's help Jc get his stuff inside", and we got to work not wasting any time. I helped Jc unpack while Kian moved his stuff into the bathroom that he would be sharing with Jc and me.

After Jc finished unpacking he was just putting his toiletries away and it was about 11 pm so I decided to go on twitter/tumblr/Instagram/Facebook for a while then just go to bed.

A FEW DAYS LATER

(( sorry guys I really didn't wanna write out the whole moving in scene it basically happens how Jcs did if you wanna change it make up you own scene I don't care))

After I was done in the bathroom (that included doing hair and makeup so it took a while) I went down stairs and saw all the guys watching T.V. together so I decided to see if we had any frozen peppermint York patties and joining them. Our freezer is huge and I couldn't find them, so I decided to ask Kiki knowing he would know exactly where they are considering he's always in the fridge and freezer.

I went up to him and decided to whisper in his ear because I didn't need everyone to know and Kiki knows what it means when I need those so I went up and whispered

"Do we have any peppermint York patties in the freezer???", he just looked at me blankly for a few seconds before comprehending and walking over to the freezer, releasing crisp cold air around the house and reaching for the tasty treat.

(( btw those are actually really good for when you've got your period))

When he came back everyone looked confused and Kian just gave them a 'Its that time' face. They all gave him knowing looks before returning their attention to the show playing, which I believe was a rerun of Criminal Minds. I actually felt really bad for Kiki because I was a total bitch when I was on my period and he had to deal with it all the time, my panic attacks actually get worse when I'm on my period too, so he knows not to go out without me at that time and I usually get cramps that are too bad for me to go out anyway.

THE NEXT DAY

I wasn't feeling too good this morning so I was just laying on the couch when I heard Sam and Kian talking, quite loudly may I add.(( btw o2l doesn't know about the panic attacks))

"Come on Kian lets go out for a bit.", Sam said in a bored tone.

"I can't", Kian replied. I know hy exactly why.

"Why not?", Sam asked sadly.

"I just can't, alright.", Kian said. he should just go. He needs to spend time with his friends too, but knowing him, he won't.

"Just tell me why.", Sam said. hurt pouring through his words.

"Kiki can you come here for a minute?", I call.

"Sure what do you need, Emm?", he asked, his tone completely changing from seconds ago.

"We need to talk for a second.", I reply simply, hinting for Sam to leave.

"Okay talk.", Kiki said, obviously not getting the piont.

"Alone", my only words before Sam interjects in our conversation.

"Oh, uh. Okay I guess I'll leave.", Sam said, hearing the harsh words.

"Thanks Sam.", I reply sweetly.

"Okay, so what do you need?", repeating his question, yet slightly annoyed.

"I think we should tell them about the panic attacks and let them know you can't leave me at my time of the month.", I said not sure of his response to my proposition.

"Are you sure? We don't have to, you know that right?", Kiki asked, worry clear in his voice.

"I'm sure. They need to know anyway.", I say nervously.

"Alright if that's what you want.", he said looking at me directly in the eys, I gave him a small nod.

"EVERYONE IN THE LIVINGROOM!", Kian yelled, making me flinch at the sudden loud voice coming from him.

"What's going on Kian? Is Emily alright?, everyone rushed in concern washing over them.

"Do you want to tell them, or should I?",he said and looked at me.

"Can you please?", I ask beginning to get nervous with everyone around me watching me intently.

"Of course.", Kiki replied, kissing my forehead gently in a brotherly way.

"Well there is something we haven't been telling you guys. Emily is prone to panic attacks and when she has them I'm the only one that can calm her down therefore we don't really like to leave each other much but when it's 'her time of the month' they get a lot worse and she really needs me there so then I really can't leave her.

We even have to sleep together because sometimes they start because of something as small as a dream and then I need to be there to calm her down, and she can't really go out because she gets really bad cramps so we basically have to stay in although we have a lot if fun just staying home together so I'm kinda glad it happened we really get to bond and have a good time then.", Kian explained as briefly as possible.

"What? Your serious? That's awful, but if it means we get to spend more time together thats good right?" Jc asked, staring at me intently.

"Definatly."