Still Alive

Chapter 9

Nicki Minaj~ Pills N Potions

_Alexandra

Well... it's Tuesday. I hated any thing in between Monday and Friday. These days always seemed to go by so slow for me. They were not in my favor. Ever.

I got out of the car walking over to the back gate. I slipped through and went straight for my locker. I opened it shoving all my books inside.

I sighed closing it. I leant against the cold metal as my eyes shut. I rolled my head back resting it against the wall of lockers.

"Hey." A small voice whispered. I straightened up, opening my eyes. Melanie stood in front of me with a small smile.

"Hi." I cleared my throat. She looked like a mess. It looks like she hasn't slept for days, and she was gaining a little. What was wrong with her? She never let herself gain any weight.

"I miss you." She sobbed. I pulled her into me. She wrapped her arms around me sobbing into my chest.

"I miss you too." I stroked her hair. "What's wrong? You look like a wreck. Let's go fix you up."

She chuckled wiping her eyes. We walked to the bathroom. She stepped in front of the sink and splashed her face with water.

"So .. after the date with Bryan he dropped me off. Well.. I invited him in. It was pretty late and it was getting cold. So we went up to my room so I could change. I changed in the bathroom of course.

We sat in my room talking and he kissed me. It was so innocent. Then it became some thing more. And .." She covered her mouth sobbing.

"It's okay." I hugged her.

"He started on my shirt. I wanted to. The bad thing is that I wanted to. I wanted it to happen. And it did. But yesterday I didn't get my monthly and so I checked. And God Alex! I can't believe we were so stupid. I'm pregnant." She squeezed me.

"It's okay baby girl. Did you tell him yet?" I asked. She shook her head.

"Well.. that's the first thing you need to do. Then from there on out ... you can figure out what to do after. Whether he's gonna stay or not."

"You're right. I'll talk to him later." She sighed wiping her cheeks.

"Good. Let's get out side. Theo might be wondering where you went." I chuckled.

"You too." She smiled. We walked out of the bathroom towards his locker. Theo stood there with a frown on his face.

Mel approached him with a giant smile. When the locker closed he looked over at us. When his eyes met mine a grin broke out onto his face.

"MY ALI-CAT!" He pulled me to his chest. I chuckled wrapping my arms around his torso.

"I missed you. I'm sorry I've been a dick lately." He pulled back with a smile.

"I missed you too. Um.. it's fine I guess." I shook my head.

"It's really not." He shook his head. I smiled up at him then looked over at Mel. Her eyes were concentrated on some thing else.

I looked over to see Bryan. I grabbed her hand squeezing gentle. She looked over at me and smiled. I nodded towards him and she straightened up.