Still Alive

Chapter 18

Nf~ Got You On My Mind

_Ashton

I paced the waiting room. Theo came about forty-five minutes ago and explained what happened. I was angry. No, let me rephrase that. I was PISSED!

I already killed the bastard that stabbed her. The other guy was locked in my dungeon. And I was gonna torture the fuck out of him. He was gonna give me answers.

It's been about three hours and I haven't heard any thing from the doctors. What the fuck takes so long?! I just wanted to know if she was okay.

I needed her to be okay. I need her to be alive, and smiling. I needed her heat with me. My heart was stopping each second passing.

This is hell. They were taking forever. I needed an update immediately.

"Alpha ." A doctor called me over. I strode over to him anxiously. She had to be okay.

"She's in critical shape. Her left wrist was sprained, her lung was punctured, but we managed to close that up. The blade didn't hit any major veins. An inch more and she would've died, but she's fine. She might have lost her memory, but we'll have to see when she wakes up, but you are free to go to her room." He smiled.

"Room 240." He turned away. I thanked him running towards the elevator. I bounced on my feet as I pressed the up arrow waiting for the doors to open.

As soon as the doors slid open I rushed inside and pressed the number two. I muttered curse words at the elevator for being so slow. As soon as the doors opened I ran out towards her room.

I swung the door open to see her laying there, peacefully. I sighed sadly, quietly shutting the door behind me. I tiptoed over to the chair beside her bed and occupied the chair.

I tucked her hand into mine. Her chest rose and fell in a rhythm. I smiled knowing she was still okay.

That's all I wanted. Was for her to be okay. That's what I got. I was pissed that she was here, but I'm glad she's okay.

"Alpha ." A nurse entered the room bowing towards me. I nodded towards her and kept my eyes on Alex.

"She should be awake soon." The nurse spoke again. My heart picked up at the thought. I waited as Alex's eyes blinked a little. She closed them groaning. I jumped out of my chair and turned the lights off.

Her eyes opened slowly. I took a seat next to her slipping her hand into mine. She gasped as her heart picked up. Her small hand squeezed mine.

"Fuck! Alex. Are you okay?" I sighed heavily. My heart felt heavy. Seeing her here made me angry, and sad at the same time.

"Where's Theo." She choked out. Jesus! She should be worried about herself. Theo was perfectly fine. She's in a fucking hospital bed for fucks sake!!

I walked out of the room over to the waiting room. Theo stood as soon as he saw me. I motioned to her room and he nodded. I sat in the waiting room.

Does she remember me? Fuck I hope she hadn't forgotten. She was my life. My every thing. She was mine, and nothing was gonna take her away. I would create new memories with her.

That's if I had to...

"Hey." Some one cleared their throat.
My eyes averted to Daniel. I stood waiting for him to continue. He sighed rubbing his face. "Her memory is very faint. There's almost nothing there. At all."

I just wanted to know if she remembered me.

"She doesn't really remember any thing. She can't connect faces and names, but she knows our names."

"Can I see her?" He nodded and I rushed to her room. Her eyes trained on me as her eye brows stitched together.

"How are you feeling?" I smiled lightly. She relaxed sulking into her pillows. Her eyes traveled around the room as her lips pursed to the side.

"Confused." She answered after a moment of silence. I nodded my head. What was I supposed to say? Fuck.

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