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Part 16

We had been driving for around 10 minutes, and not a single word had been spoken.

I wanted to know how they knew each other, I wanted to know it so bad, but I didn't want take it up right now. I'm too afraid to do it. Besides, Harry doesn't seem in the mood to talk about what just happened.

I decided to just let it go for now, that would probably be the best, but I wouldn't let it leave my head fully, I needed the answer.

I was rushed out of my thoughts, as I felt a hand connecting with mine, and resting in my lap, and as I looked up, I met Harry's green eyes asking me if I was okay. I felt a warm sensation take over my body.

For the first time, I felt safe around him. Like, for real safe.

Casper knew I had been seeing Harry now, that fear was out of the world. Being caught around Harry wasn't scary anymore, or at least in a different way.

Harry had also discovered the way I was treated by the guy I called my boyfriend, and I knew he'd keep an eye on me.

But with that being said, I was terrified. Terrified of what had just happened, what was going to happen, and terrified of my question for Harry; How did he know Casper?

I felt so safe, and yet I didn't.

I had nowhere to go. To live.

The silence, and the thoughts flowing through my mind, made the tears press on, even though I did my best to keep them in.

The thought of something kept pressing on, the thought of the day I was about to take a handful pills, because I couldn't keep living with being captured the way Casper kept me.

After Harry had come creeping into my life these thoughts about death had been swinging up and down. Sometimes I wanted to end it, because he didn't seem to leave me alone, and I defiantly didn't like the idea of being the reason he got killed, besides he didn't help on my situation with Casper. But on the other hand, he made me happy in some weird way, and I liked it.

Right now, I don't really know whether I'm happy or not for not eating the pills. I have so many emotions and feelings fighting around in my head and body right now, and they're all pressing against my skull, giving me a bad headache.

Soon the car was pulling into a parking lot, in a part of London I only remember once, walking lost around in.

"Are you okay Leah?"

I felt the tears streaming down my cheeks in just that moment, and I'm not sure how long I had been crying. "Yeah, I'm okay" I sniffed. I could feel his eyes on me, an attention I didn't quite enjoy in this state of mine. To my luck, he decided to let it go, and opened his door, and I was soon behind him, walking up to his house. He pulled down the handle, and the door swung open. He took my hand, and led me inside, before closing and locking the door behind me. 

He let go of my hand, and sat down the pizzas and the bag on the kitchen counter "Just sit down, I'll be back in a minute", and he then disappeared out of sight.

About 5 minutes later he came back. He had changed his shirt.

"Sorry, I just thought I'd change my shirt, and wash my hands... You know, blood" he half laughed, while walking towards the sofa I were sat on.  "You can stay here the night" 

"I don't know where you'd prefer to sleep, ehm" he scratched his neck "I mean, I have a guest room, you can sleep in, but there's pretty messy in there, so I don't know if you'd prefer if I slept on the sofa, so you could use my bed or?" I looked up at him, before answering him "the guest room is fine" "Hey" he sat down beside me. "It's okay. You're safe here, I promise you" his hand was circling in a comforting way on my back, but yet I couldn't stop the tears. What had happened, had just first really got to me.

"There won't happen anything to you" he held up my chin, and used one of his sleeves to dry the tears.

"Listen, you're sleeping in my room, and I'll be sleeping on the sofa. I'll be here if anyone comes in okay?" I nodded. I felt slightly bad for taking up his bedroom, but right now I was too scared and tired to say anything. For not to mention hungry. I my eyes disconnected with his, and the found the pizzas on the counter. 

"I know what you're looking at, I'll get them" he said, and then got up to go  get the pizzas and then bag. He also took 2 glass from one of the cabinets.

"Okay, lets eat!"

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Omg, I'm so sorry it took so long, and is so poorly written!

But a lot of things have happened at my school, I have finally changed rooms, I have been sick quite a lot, and I have also been incredibly sad lately, so I didn't feel like writing, oh, and lets not forget to mention that my laptop broke down. But since I'm on break and home on my mums laptop, I really felt like writing!

But when I go back on my school there's gala, and a skitrip ( both in this month ) so I don't know how much time I'll have to write. I'll do my best to write, also before I get back to my school, but I just thought I'll mention it.