"WHAT" I yell at mr Kales
"Mrs Rae could you please go and sit with your group, your wasting time" he replys back
I get up from my chair and walk over to Alex and Matt. I sit on the floor leaning on the wall behind me while Alex and Matt sit on chairs.
"So.... any ideas?" I ask
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"Anything?" I ask again
.......
"You guys are the ones in music come up with something already" i yell slightly irritated at the silence
"Well, thats not exactly true" Matt clicks his fingers while pointing
"What do you mean?" I ask confused
"We have to pass music so we can play in the end of the year football match" Alex answers
I look at them blankly
"So your saying im stuck with 2 hormonal football players that only knows how to count how many chicks they can fuck before the end of the year and kick a ball" i exaggerate angrily
"Hey.... were actually pretty smart but if you muck this up for us we will ruin your life" Alex threatens
"Yeah well if i get a grade lower than an A then my dad will kill me" i yell pointing my finger at them
The boys look at me in shock at my sudden outburst before breaking into fits of laughter. I just close my eye calming myself down before i get sent to the principals office.
After the boys and I calm down, I tell them that im going to get some paper to write down lyrics but as soon as i stand up Mrs Kales tells us to come sit infront of the stage.
Shit was all i could think, we havent even thought of a song name nevermind a whole song in 20 minutes.
I sit in between the two boys while my legs shake. I hope Mrs Kales doesnt pick us.
To my best of luck she picks us.... like seriously theres like 12 other groups in here and you pick us.
Alex goes to say something but i stand up before he can.
I walk on stage towards the microphone pulling it up to my 5 foot 6 height before speaking.
"Um, well they kinda just told me lyrics and stuff so ill just freestyle it i guess but with the lyrics" i add kind of shaken at my sudden confidence.
Ive never actually freestyled anything in my life so i hope it works.
"This song is called "I Hate you, I love You" i say before taking a pause and starting the song.
Start of song
Feeling used
But I'm
Still missing you
And I can't
See the end of this
Just wanna feel your kiss
Against my lips
And now all this time
Is passing by
But I still can't seem to tell you why
It hurts me every time I see you
Realize how much I need you
I hate you, I love you,
I hate that I love you
Don't want to but I can't put nobody else above you
I hate you, I love you,
I hate that I want you
You want her, you need her
And I'll never be her
I miss you when I can't sleep
Or right after coffee
Or right when I can't eat
I miss you in my front seat
Still got sand in my sweaters
From nights we don't remember
Do you miss me like I miss you?
Fucked around and got attached to you
Friends can break your heart too,
And I'm always tired but never of you.
If I pulled a you on you, you wouldn't like that shit
I put this reel out, but you wouldn't bite that shit
I type a text but then I never mind that shit
I got these feelings but you never mind that shit
Oh oh, keep it on the low
You're still in love with me but your friends don't know
If you wanted me you would just say so
And if I were you, I would never let me go
I hate you, I love you,
I hate that I love you
Don't want to but I can't put nobody else above you
I hate you, I love you,
I hate that I want you
You want her, you need her
And I'll never be her
I don't mean no harm
I just miss you on my arm
Wedding bells were just alarms
Caution tape around my heart
You ever wonder what we could have been?
You said you wouldn't and you fucking did
Lie to me, lie with me, get your fucking fix
Now all my drinks and all my feelings are all fucking mixed
Always missing people that I shouldn't be missing
Sometimes you gotta burn some bridges just to create some distance
I know that I control my thoughts and I should stop reminiscing
But I learned from my dad that it's good to have feelings
When love and trust are gone
I guess this is moving on
Everyone I do right does me wrong
So every lonely night I sing this song
I hate you, I love you,
I hate that I love you
Don't want to but I can't put nobody else above you
I hate you, I love you,
I hate that I want you
You want her, you need her
And I'll never be her
All alone I watch you watch her
Like she's the only girl you've ever seen
You don't care you never did
You don't give a damn about me
Yeah all alone I watch you watch her
She is the only thing you ever see
How is it you never notice
That you are slowly killing
I hate you, I love you,
I hate that I love you
Don't want to but I can't put nobody else above you
I hate you I love you
I hate that I want you
You want her, you need her
And I'll never be her
End of song
I finish the song with a smile, a fake one of course before i walk off stage
and walk back over to my chair as the two classes stare at me in shock.
"That was amazing Libby,Alex and Matt, Good work" Mr Klarks shouts.
Alex and Matt turn there heads to me in shock.
Another groups stands up and starts to sing (nowhere near as good as me though)
"How did you do that" Matt leans over and whispers in my ear.
I jump back in fright tumbling off my chair and run to the corner.
"Dont do that" I say to Matt "you scared me and its just a talent"
For the rest of the first period we listened to the other groups sing and let me tell you.... it was horrible.
At the end of the period we were aloud to get a drink but to return for the next assessment.
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I grab a drink from my locker and head to the bathroom to check my make up. Some of it was rubbed off from me sweating but so far it looks fine. I walk back to the hall just in time as the second bell rings.
I walk back into class to see everybody sitting already with there groups . WOW was all i could think, they already started and the bell rang a second ago.
I grab a pencil and question sheet from the stage and walk over to my group AKA Alex and Matt.
"Soooo do you want to just write down the answers then switch?" I ask while reading the questions"
"Whatever" Alex reolies nit give a care to the world.
After 15 minutes of answering dumb questions like 'what is you eye colour' 'what is your shoe size' oh and my favorite one 'have you ever done drugs'..... like seriously who will actually admit doing drugs?. They asked a question i wish they didnt ask.
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Sorry its incomplete i got side tracked... i will do more tomorrow
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