Sometimes I get so tired that I just shut down.
It gets hard for me to breath
Sometimes I feel so much agonizing pain inside of me that I wish I couldn't feel anything at all.
I tried to be happy. I tried but no matter what I do the pain won't go away.
Sometimes I get my wish.
Sometimes I can't feel a thing.
My mind goes numb. I start to think and the more I think the faster the pain returns.
I can't sleep because I can't shut my brain off.
Everything I feel, when I feel. Everything clashes. My feelings battle for dominance.
There is a war in my head.
And in afraid to say that my demons are winning.
They tell me to drown my demons
But they know how to swim.
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The broken
ŞiirThe stinging burn of the water from my fresh cuts. The hot salty liquid streaming down my red hot cheeks. The times I am in so much pain that I can't even cry anymore.
