To Be In Love Or Not

Chapter 2 - Fake A Smile

~ Fake A Smile (Chapter 2) ~

[[Kurt’s Point Of View]]

“ Every breath you take,

Every move you make.

Every bond you break,

Every step you take,

I'll be watching you... "

I sung beautifully on pitch as I stared at the floor, then towards the 2 directors who had been judging me at the auditions for this in the first place.

I had chosen the earlier day to audition, on December 11th, so they had judged and decided to put me in my very first musical! And I couldn't be any happier because I had only just realized.. Everything I ever wanted in life was falling, just into place.

“ Every single day,

Every word you say.

Every game you play,

Every night you stay,

I'll be watching you... "

Ever since I had found out that Blaine had cheated on me, I haven't been the same. And maybe in both good and bad ways because to be honest, I'd been a total wreck after I had chosen myself to break up with him. Rachel and Santana are really the two people who had gotten me through it all, and I was glad I had even gotten over him.

Well, maybe not completely since Blaine had been my first 'True Love', besides Sam and Finn obviously, although they weren't really anything but friends in the end of it all. But anyways, getting back on key point, Blaine had been the one to get me through everything..

School..

Karofsky in general..

All of that stuff wasn’t as bad with him by my side, and I had just simply broken up with him. But we both know that I had a legit reason…

“ Oh can't you see...

You belong to me.

My poor heart aches,

With every step you take.

Every move you make...

 

 

Every vow you break…

Every smile you fake,

Every claim you stake,

I'll be watching you... "

He cheated on me.. My own boyfriend.

It ate away at my insides just the word itself, but adding on Blaine doing it, to me? It hurt.. A lot.

He had said he cared and showed some sort of decency to confess it to me, but it didn't change the fact, that what he did was just completely awful, and wrong.

Honestly, I would have rather never known, but then someone else could have to told me and it might have hurt even more. But the fact that now it'd been a year and most likely he was graduated in some urban city, while I was here graduated too, living my own dreams.

It could be said simply, that it was a pretty happy ending for both me and him. Yet I knew just in my heart, that Blaine hadn't gotten over me as I had gotten over him. I knew he must have been hurting still that he ever did that to me and that we had broken up.