~ Beginning To Think (Chapter 8) ~
[[ Kurt's Point Of View ]]
I shivered seated on the red velvet chair with golden legs holding it up, along with me.
"Blaine please hurry here!" I whispered loudly into the phone, hoping he would be quick because I have no idea if I could rehearse or practice or whatever if I don't have a clue as to what's going on, and I think Blaine's the only one who would know.
But I'd be lying if I didn't admit this would be also an excuse to see him again. For him to hold me in his arms again.
I wanted to kiss him. I wanted to love him. I wanted to see him.
I know that I need him.
I just don't know WHY.
The moment he had confessed to me something clicked again, and I believed him. I believed he was sorry. And I thought of the wonders he and I could have again.
But he deceived me into thinking he loved me out of all the people.. He cheated on me, therefore I must have not been his real love. It must have just been out of lust.
And nothing more..
But maybe it was more then that because I can't deny the thoughts and the clear scene. Right now he loves me.. Right then he loved me..
Maybe I have a chance to see whether he loves me honestly and sincerely or not.
I shivered once more and closed my eyes, gently laying back.
"Kurt!?" The voice echoed as the door swung open into the dressing rooms, where I was.
I opened my eyes immediately looking into his, which were filled with worry over me. He came towards me as I just began to stand, and his hair was full of it's elegant curls as usual. He smiled softly, and brought me closer to him as I laid my head like an instinct onto his warm shoulder.
"Blai-" I started but he cut me off as I was just about to explain.
"Kurt I'm so sorry." He apologized still holding me close to him.
My head lifted as we still stood closer to each other then I had thought, and I looked down frowning.
"Blaine please don't start apologizing." I cautioned, wearily of all the times he had done it.
"Well then tell me what happened? What did you mean by.. Sebastian?" Blaine questioned me as he gestured for me to sit back down.
And to start explaining..
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To Be In Love Or Not
FanfictionThe night Kurt and Blaine were going to have dinner to be happy, turned out to be a night of confusion, yet honesty. Not good honesty, but the truth. Blaine had hurt Kurt. Not physically, but mentally and it was increasingly hard on his heart. His n...
