To Be In Love Or Not

Chapter 12 - Sudden Moments

~ Sudden Moments (Chapter 12) ~

[[ Kurt's Point Of View ]]

Oh my god!?

RUN, RUN, RUN!

Just keep on running!

I can't even believe I just did that!?

"Kurt!" He called out as I was running down the sidewalks, past other men and women.

I looked back to see if he was behind me, and strangely enough..

He was.

I swallowed hard, and looked back in front of me noticing an older lady with a whole bunch of books in her hands. She gasped as I was JUST about to hit but, I quickly went to the left which ended up with me..

In a very dark alley.

"Oh god.." I quietly mumbled to myself, seeing a wall right in front of me.

"Kurt?" He panted.

I turned around quickly to see his dazed eyes, staring at me with confusion. He sighed and came closer towards me leisurely. 

I bit my bottom lip, lightly as his face was now inches from my own. 

His warm hands came to my face swiftly, as he pulled our lips close and soon locked on each others. I closed my eyes for a moment, and he pulled away leaving his hands where they were gently placed on my face. I smiled and opened them again to see him, with a small smile on his face as well. 

And that's when my emotions turned stronger and not just for comfort, but for something more towards him, this very minute. 

I just couldn't help it.

I pushed him towards the rough brick wall and kissed him harder, as his hands came against my back roughly, kissing me back just as hard.

And about 10 minutes later, we were both sitting there against the wall, both with smiles on our faces, happily.

His hand came onto mine deliberately, making me blush, an extreme shade of red and pink mixed together.

I wasn't going to deny it.

I was surely enjoying this.

But I wont deny the fact that I am regretting this completely.

Because I still feel some how that pain, he made me feel, no matter what.

He smirked, staring at me holding onto it tightly. 

"Well Kurt this.. This has definitely been fun." He told me, blushing as red,as me.

"I wont lie.. It has. But I-I have to go." I speedily said, getting up.

"Are you sure your not just saying that? Because you can just tell me if your not feeling comfortable Kurt.." He added, getting up as well.

My eyes began to water, all of a sudden. 

I didn't understand why, but I just burst. 

I turned to him instantly and snapped out at him.

"Blaine, why did you cheat on me?"

His eyebrows raised and he sighed.

"I-I-I really don't know." He stuttered.

Now it was my turn to sigh.

"But I know it wasn't worth it. It wasn't worth losing you." He added hastily.

I glared at the ground, trying to think of what to say. 

But what could I say?

"I really want you back Kurt. But I'm willing to just be friends, too." He explained, briefly.

I looked up to see him in front of me again.

"I'm willing to do anything, just as long as I'm able to see your face and be near you." 

I smiled again heartily, as his serious eyes looked into my teary ones.

He must have loved me a lot, if he was willing to just stay friends.

"Fine. But I still have to go. I have something to do with Rachel.." I said, beginning to walk away.

He came up by me, walking in the same pace.

"Rachel's here? I thought Brittany was kidding.." He murmured.

"Well then. I'll just have you know now, not only is Rachel here. But so is Santana, Finn, and Mercedes. Plus Hunter, Brittany and Sebastian, although you already saw them." 

"I've actually already seen Finn.." He said, anxiously starting to slow down.

But he began to catch up once again, from beside me.

"Why do you sound so nervous Blaine?" I asked, not sure exactly why he seemed so anxious.

"Well didn't Rachel cheat on him?"

I stopped in the middle of the sidewalk since no one else was there, to see us. He raised an eyebrow, probably confused to why I stopped.

But how could I not, when I was just told that Rachel cheated on Finn.. Not only my step brother.

But my real friend.

"Kurt?" 

"Your not joking with me right?" I questioned, pulling him to the side as I saw people piling out of an office.

He shook his head though.

"No I'm not." He told me.

I couldn't believe it..

Finn must have been heartbroken!

And Rachel as I've seen her so far, could care less!

Then here I was, clueless as can be about ALL of it!?

"Why are you asking though? Shouldn't you know?"

"Actually no. I-I didn't." I muttered.

"Oh.. I'm sorry I thought that sh-" He began.

"Forget it. I'll talk to her later.. You know what? Forget the whole thing I had to do with her. I don't think I want to talk to her at all, right now.." I interrupted.

He nodded, staring into my frustrated blue eyes, as I stared into his heavenly golden hazel ones.

He grinned, grabbed my hand and dragged me towards a shop nearest to us.

"Well then we should definitely get some coffee!" He shouted, enthusiastically.

My eyebrows raised, as I saw the creamy pink sign.

' Jesse's Pick Me Ups Coffee '