~ Broken (Chapter 16) ~
[[ Kurt's Point Of View ]]
Broken.
That's exactly what I am right now.
Nothing more, nothing less..
"You can't be serious Kurt.." Blaine said right after I'd told him about Finn being in the hospital.
"Well I-I am." I stuttered getting up immediately and beginning to walk away quickly.
He followed swiftly behind, catching up to me once I got right outside with the bright sun hitting my well styled hair.
"Kurt, why is he in the hospital?" He asked.
"How the hell would I know!?" I exclaimed, making a quick turn on 34th Avenue.
"Then WHERE is this hospital!" Blaine shouted back, turning as well.
"I still don't have an answer for that!" I yelled.
"Then where are we going?" He mumbled from beside me.
I stopped instantly.
He raised an eyebrow and stopped with me.
There's NO way in hell he thinks he's going to actually come with me!
"Who said 'WE' were going."
"What do you mean, who said?"
"I MEAN you're not coming!" I angrily told him, starting to walk again far from him.
His eyes widened, soon as his expression turned sorrowful.
I can't believe I just said that.
I needed Blaine!
I wanted Blaine!
I..
I loved Blaine.
And he loved me so much!
Yet here I am pushing him far, far away.
Suddenly I felt his tanned hand come onto my pale hand.
"Kurt, please. Let me be there for you, just in case." He whispered softly to me.
And just like that I burst into tears, me being the sensitive emotional wreck that I always seem to be.
Blaine pulled me into his chest, embracing me warmly. I stuck my face into his shoulder, crying harder and harder then, I'd ever cried in my life.
And a memory slowly came into my mind..
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"I kinda feel like I'm dying." Kurt mumbled, slouching down in the chair more.
"And I don't blame you Kurt."
"I don't understand why though! Why would he cheat on me!?" Kurt cried miserably.
"I really have no idea, Kurt. I can't give you an answer for his own mistake but I can tell you he's probably hating himself for it." Finn explained briefly, holding his brother tightly to his chest as an attempt to relax him.
"I just- just-" Kurt stammered.
"I know." Finn said softly.
"Just remember I'm always gonna be here for you." Finn continued.
"God, you're the best brother I've ever had." Kurt mumbled, pulling away to wipe his tears away.
"I'm the only brother you've ever had.." Finn chuckled.
"Oh, good point." Kurt giggled.
"Well since we're both pretty much single, why don't we go out somewhere together? You know. As best brothers?" Finn easily suggested, smiling happily now that Kurt wasn't crying anymore.
A small smile slowly appeared on Kurt's face.
"Sure." Kurt nodded.
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To Be In Love Or Not
FanficThe night Kurt and Blaine were going to have dinner to be happy, turned out to be a night of confusion, yet honesty. Not good honesty, but the truth. Blaine had hurt Kurt. Not physically, but mentally and it was increasingly hard on his heart. His n...
