To Be In Love Or Not

Chapter 21 - Broke Into Two

~ Broke Into Two (Chapter 21) ~

[[ Blaine's Point Of View ]]

"KURT!" I shrieked, sitting up from the bed I was laying on.

I blinked repetitively noticing my new surroundings from where I'd been.. 

In my nightmare apparently.

I turned my head slowly to see Kurt lying there peacefully, sleeping on his stomach. I let out a deep breath, of relief overjoyed to know that Kurt was perfectly fine, and that none of what happened in my dream.. Had actually happened. 

A smile appeared on my face in an instant as Kurt shuffled a bit, to get in a more comfortable position, supposedly. I nodded, attempting to reassure myself that Kurt was 'okay' and there was nothing wrong. He was fine.

The love of my life, is just fine.

I turned over on my side, reaching to get my phone from a pale grey dresser placed right beside his bed. I picked it up, as my fingers caught grasp of it, and stared blankly at the time.

5:58 AM

Kurt's alarm goes off at 6 o'clock exactly, for his regular moisturizing routines.. 

Although I still to this day, don't know why he'd need to do them, since he has such amazing skin already..

5:59 AM

The numbers had changed, quickly. I yawned for a moment, as I put my phone back onto the dresser lightly. I snuggled back under the comforters and, laid there. Right beside Kurt. I peered over to Kurt noticing his face, was looking towards me but with his eyes closed. I smiled once more but it seemed like it wasn't just a small smile. 

Like a smile stretched from cheek to cheek.

My hand stroked the side of his face lovingly, as a slight caress. 

"As long as you're safe.. I'm happy." I whispered nimbly.

Remembering the 'nightmare' with Kurt being pressured by his own new lover, and Sebastian..

It was tearing me up inside so badly, to have the dream of that. To be purely 'forced' to dream of that.

"Your not a bad person, Kurt. I promise you.. Your not." I muttered carelessly. 

"Hmm.." Kurt mumbled.

Right away my hand snapped back, and I closed my eyes pretending to be asleep.

There was no certain reason why, I just did that but I guess you could just say I was surprised and scared.

 I stared at the dresser on my left as I heard him sitting up, then head towards the washroom. I finally breathed out, relieved some how that he didn't know I was awake yet. I sat up properly and I just couldn't help but notice, how crazy my curls were today. I chuckled, grabbing a brush off Kurt's fancy desk, then I tenderly began to brush my hair. 

"Oh Blaine, your awake." Kurt said softly.

I turned around wearing a clear smirk, and nodded. I put the brush back down and went near him.

"I heard you scream or something while, I was sleeping.." 

"Wh- What? You did? Why didn't you wake up then?"

"Blaine, I'm a pretty heavy sleeper.. I will only officially wake up, to an alarm." He explained, fiddling with his hair.

I laughed, and nodded.