Always Yours

Chapter 15

Lucy POV

I walk into my appartment and sit down on the couch, Ian placed my bag down on the ground and sit next to me.

It's 3 days ago I gave birth to Belle, and she died.

Ian was there the whole time for me in the hospital.

Now I'm home, I have no idea what I should do.
I have no idea what I should do with everything.

I can only think about Belle's beautiful face and her lifeless body.

Ian puts his arm around me and I lay my head in his chest.

We lay on the couch for that for a few minutes, when he breaks the silence.

"What are we?" He asked and I look at him.

"I don't know." I answer truetfull, we have been together those past few days and that was great.

"Me neither." He said.

We look quiet at each other.

"Do you want to be together with me again?" He asked.

I sigh, "I know that I love you but I have no idea if I want to be together again so quick after everything..."

After our wedding, Ashley and our dead baby I wanted to say but change my words when I begin to speak.

"I understand, Luce I love you so damn much and I really want to he together with you again. But I think we have to take this slow."

My heart stops for a second when he tells me that he loves me. I know it but it's still so good to hear those exact words.

"I also think that, I think we have to... to take a break for a while."

I don't want it but I guess it's the best.

"Yeah okay, I rather be together with you now but we can just take a break. I will wait for you."

I smile, "thank you, I love you."

It's my first smile in those past few days.

"I love you too, do I have to do something here?" He asked and brings his finger to the dirty laundry.

"No, no I can do it myself. Thanks for everything."

"no problem Luce, I do everything for you."

I nod, I know that he is telling the truth.

"Well than I will go.." he looks for a last time to me and walks out of my appartment.

"Goodbye Ian."

"Goodbye Luce."

He looks at me for the last time, and when the door falls in his lock
I begin to cry. I cry everything out, all my feelings and about all the awful things that happened.

Ian POV

I walk out of Lucy's appartment and wait a second after the door is closed.

I hear her crying loudly and it breaks my heart.

I want her so badly in my arms right now, and stop her from crying.

Two weeks later
Lucy POV

I'm drinking coffee in my kitchen and hear a knock on the door, when I open it Troian, Shay and Ashley walk in.

"Hello Luce." Troian said and she kissed my cheek.

"Hi."

I hug Ash and Shay, and we walk into my livingroom.

I take a gulp of my coffee, and ask if the want some.