before i could say goodbye.

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Hoseok's eyes are wide at Yoongi's remarks. He is confused. He never expected this reaction. Hoseok lets in a sharp breath, and replies reluctantly.

During the first week that you were gone, I did not eat or sleep. I looked for love and satisfaction with club-strangers and streetwalkers. No one I was with compared to you. They never could have. You were the best thing I had. And now you're here, and you still want me to take this hatred. This pure, hatred. You are cruel.

Yoongi yearns to apologize, but Hoseok does not skip a beat. In the same breath, he continues.

And now, I'm miserable all over again. Because I never wanted to see you again, and now you've returned. You've returned, but you are not mine. You've returned with what feels like no intention of being mine. I need to leave now. Please, do not reach out to me.
I'm sorry, Min Yoongi...
But how can you keep expecting me to move on when you keep coming back at all the wrong moments?

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