but i would hate to see him leave

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Yoongi begins softly, after what feels like hours of harsh discussion with Hoseok.

On the first night she laid with me, it was hell.
There I was—all alone with a girl who (for a moment) made me forget all about you. She was intelligent, and beautiful, and she had me wrapped around her ring-finger. But just as her hands hit my waist, and her lips hit the base of my neck, all I knew was you...all over again.

Hoseok wants to cut off Yoongi, but Yoongi continues to ramble.

And now, I can't go out in the rain, because it's when I think about you the most. And when I see her, all I can smell is your cologne. When she leaves me flowers, they remind me of the things I gave to you. And when those flowers die, they become what you gave to me;
Everything rotten.
I hate you, Jung Hoseok...
How will I ever love another, when you're all I've ever cared to know?

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