Transformation (Marcel FanFic)

Transformation 27

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~Twenty Seven~

"Amie.." She looked into my eyes, and I swear they looked even more beautiful than before, but I couldn't help but see tears starting to form."N-"

"I-I got to go." She ran the opposite direction. Harry looked mad, but I don't know if it was with me or the situation in general. He turned around and ran straight after her.

"Amie! Wait!" Harry ran after her. I never noticed, but Amie had a pair of legs on her. She was shorter than me, and had shorter legs, but man could she run fast. The only thing going on in my head was that I should run after her, not Harry. It should be comforting her, holding her in my arms, kissing her, making her feel better.

"Why did you do that?!" I frantically asked. My face was flushed and I began tugging at the ends of my hair. She had no right to make Amie cry, no one did.

"What? I was just letting her know that we're together. She needs to stop acting like a little baby." She picked at her nails as she talked.

"I thought you just wanted to win a stupid game. You don't care about me, all you want is to win."

"Oh come on Marcel. You know I care about you." She stared me directly in the eyes. " I know you think that I don't, but honestly, from my heart, I do. I really do like you, it's just that, if we- if we came out exclusively, well I'd be ridiculed."

"I thought we were already exclusive?" I asked her dumbly.  The holding hands in school, at home, at the mall were part of us being exclusive, wasn't it? The kiss we just shared, the... sex. Wasn't that us being exclusive?

"Why would you think that?"

"Well, I-I mean w-we w-were"

"Please don't start with the stuttering." She rolled her eyes. "Look the people here know that we're 'dating' but they all know its so that I could get something out of it. None of them know that I do indeed have feelings for you." She interlocked our hands together. "Please, I'm not ready for us to come out yet, for reals."

"Will you ever? I don't want to be this play toy you can just toss around whenever you like. I really want a relationship. I thought what we have was one, but now I'm not to-"

"No, no, no! We do. I promise. I just need some time to actually find out how I want this to happen."

"Really?" She gave a quick nod and smiled up at me. "Why now?" I asked out of the blue.  "It's a question I have been trying to answer on my own, but if it isn't about the bet, then I truly want to know." She looked taken back from my words, but I of all people deserve to know.

"Well, I don't know why. I just knew that I wanted you. You aren't like the others, you respect me." She whispered. "I just don't want to do the whole hump and dump anymore. I want a real relationship, and I think I can have it with you." 

"I thought you were going to help me get Amie. What am I supposed to do? I've been having mixed feelings and I don't know what to do anymore. At first all I could think about was school, and then you came and it was you, but then Amie had always had a piece of my heart, but now its both of you. I dont do this." I felt ashamed for wanting both girls, and practically cheating on them in my mind. Nothing immoral, even though I am no longer a virgin, but it was always romantic in a non-touchy way.

"How about we leave school for a bit, and I can make you decision easier." She placed both her hands in my back pockets and began kissing my neck.

"I-I can't. I'm already getting behind in some of my courses, I can't risk losing my valedictorian spot." I mumbled.

"You're a buzz kill." She kissed my earlobe. "Maybe later."

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I'm awful I know im sorry. I had so much homework it isnt even funny, but THANKSGIVING BREAK is almost here! I'm going to try to write a lot during that time but im not going to promise because I know for a fact I have homework and a lot of it. BUT I WILL TRY 

Thanks for reading <3

-Sam