Transformation (Marcel FanFic)

Transformation 38

~Thirty Eight~

It's been a week since Harry and my conversation. I had seen him in a new light, a light so bright that you couldn't possibly look away. I remember always being jealous of him, and always trying to act like him but now it was funny to even think of him as God-like. He was just a normal lad, nothing more. He wanted nothing but to be free, nothing more than to be able to live life as he pleases.

I had never thought that he would be miserable. He seemed to play it off well, but something had always been off. Something was always eating him apart. He had been so strong to not let anyone in, and all this time I thought I was the one that needed help, but that wasn't the case anymore.

I could always tell Amie how I felt now that I know her and my brother aren't together and that she is in fact in love with me, but Harry was more difficult. How could Harry possibly tell Louis that he's in love with him. That, though isn't the problem, the problem is that Louis has already gotten over Harry. Just how quickly that happened astonishes me. No one could just get over Harry like that, not that quick, especially if what Harry told me was true. Louis was in love with Harry not to long ago, but he here is gallivanting his new boy toy right in front of everyone, that including Harry. 

"Zayn, you just don't get it! He's hot! Like the hottest piece of arse I've ever seen." I couldn't help but stare at Harry the entire time Louis spoke. I could tell that every word affected him, every world brought him closer to the edge. And it broke my heart. 

"Where exactly did you meet the guy Lou?" Niall's voice seemed strained as he spoke, and I couldn't help but wonder if he knew? If he knew what Harry was going through at the moment, and if he knew just how hard Louis' words were hitting.

"Ashton over here has got the hook-up, don't ya Ash? His friends- uhm what are their names?-" He waited for a response.

"Calum, Luke and Micheal." Ashton replied with the brightest smile on the face of the Earth.

"Yeah, them. They were able to get me a fake ID and I was able to get in to a club."

"So, this guy, he's older than you?" Liam's eyebrow rose as he spoke. I wonder if he knew?

"Yeah." Louis chirped up. "He's 25, and so hot. The things that I would do to him." He smirked to no one in particular, but a ping of me knew it was meant for Harry. As he spoke I continued to see Harry clench his fists and his jaw. He was hurting and the boy he thought loved him was just twisting the knife that was already in his back.

I studied Louis hard as he rambled on. I could tell he was trying to show Harry that he didn't need him. That he didn't need to settle, but something was off in the way he spoke. His gestures showed no sigh of guilt, but his eyes said everything. He was hurting just as much as Harry was, but Louis, being the stubborn boy he is, is not ready to forgive. He wants Harry to experience the same type of pain he did, but this, this was different. Harry was never actually together with Amie, he was only trying to help her.

"He tastes so good too. We kissed and-" At that moment Harry got up and stormed out of the cafeteria. None of the boys, except Niall, seemed to pay any attention to it but Louis' eyes followed Harry until he wasn't in sight anymore. I saw his shoulders slouch and I knew that the guilt was consuming him, but he continued. "It was one of the best kisses I've ever had." He whispered, loud enough for only for certain people to hear.

The only question that I wanted to ask was if he actually meant the random stranger's kiss was one of the best, of if it were Harry he was referring to. 

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Really short i know, and kind of a filler but I wanted to update. I'm sorry it took so long, i went camping and of course there was no wifi, but I HOPE YOU ENJOYED!

I will be updating in a few days, two tops maybe! Thank you to all of you :D

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-Sam