Transformation (Marcel FanFic)

Transformation 34

~Thirty Four~

"No, forget it." She wiped the fresh tears away. "I get it, you love her, but have you maybe stopped to think that maybe this wasn't for some stupid bet or dare. That maybe I did it because I liked the smart, geeky Marcel. That maybe I just wanted to get to know you." Her courage had come back to her as she gave me a pitiful look and straightened herself out. "Oh, and don't think I forgot the beginning of your little rant. I can and I will break you." She left without another word.

She slammed both my door and the front door when she left. She was mad, to say it nicely, but at the moment I didn't care. Maybe I was a little harsh, but if she really wanted to get to know me, why did she change me? She could have gotten to know me, but she took things into her own hands and changed me. I shouldn't have been so accepting to the idea, but I let her control me, but no more. I wasn't about to dig myself any deeper.

The moment I opened the door, I knew everything would blow out of proportion. I should have never let Joanna into my life, especially this close to graduation. I've completely forgotten about the speech I have to write, and my grades aren't helping me keep the spot. They've slipped slowly, and now rest a B's. Yes, they're a passing grade, but being a straight A student, they're low. 

I knew that I had to stop seeing Joanna, but here I am. In a complete mess, just staring at the ceiling. My stomach continues to growl, but my mum is downstairs on the phone. I can hear her talking, but I don't know who's on the other line but it's probably Gemma. I know that the next time she comes, I'll be in even more trouble. I love her, I do, and I know that all she wants me to do is succeed in life, and I cant help but feel disappointed as I let yet another person down. Robin is going be home in a bit, and I'm not sure if mum has told him anything yet, but I'm praying she hasn't, even though I know I'm wrong. 

If Joanna wouldn't have came into my life, if it were Amie in my room just now and not her, how would my life be? I always think of that, to be honest. If I were to change one thing in my life, how big or small effect would it have? Would my life be completely different right now if it were Amie I was with? Well there's no surprise there now is there. Of course my life would be different if Amie were with me right now. I would hold her, hug her, make her feel like it were only me and her in the world. 

But sadly I cant because it's all my imagination. If  I hadn't left her for Joanna, if  hadn't humiliated her in front my so called friends, if I were there for her in her time of need.... That's the magic word now isn't it? If.. If I hadn't been such a jerk, such a douche, I wouldn't be in this situation.

My stomach continued to growl, so with great effort, I crept downstairs into the kitchen. My mum hadn't seen or heard me, so I was fine for the most part. I looked for something to much on, and ended up with a banana in one hand and an orange in the other. I wasn't really in the mood to eat, but my stomach wouldn't shut itself up, so I ate. I sat down on one of the kitchen stools and munched away.

I love you... 

The words wouldn't leave my mind. She told me she loved me, and when she did, I heard the emotion behind it. She didn't say it nonchalantly, she truly meant it. I could have been nicer about saying I didn't feel the same way, but I hadn't. I didn't believe her that's why. She isn't in love with me, she's in love with the thought of me. She changed me into what she wanted me to look like, be like, act like. I was her sense of perfection, but I finally woke up.. A little to late for that though. 

I thought about it over as I grabbed some chips from the cupboard, okay maybe I was really hungry... I was proud that I actually kept all the food down, I feel like I'm coming down with something because I'm feeling queasy. 

I was on my way back upstairs when I overheard my mum talking... I felt sick, sicker than before..

~Anne's POV~

"What am I supposed to do?" I say into the phone. "He's acting out. He's suspended for ditching, I have to pay a $500 ticket, and on top of that he's gotten himself a record." A wiped my nose.

"I'm not sure... Look, maybe we can work something out." Charles, his father, replies. "When did this start?" 

"A few weeks ago. He started seeing some girl, she's a bad influence, but he wont listen to me, or anyone in fact."

"Well make him listen." He said in a frustrated manner.

"It isn't that easy Charles. He wont listen, the more we nag, the more he sees her. Gemma tried talking some sense into him but nothing, hell, Louis even tried talking to him but nothing has changed."

"Okay, well what do you want me to do? I haven't seen the boys in years."

"I'm not sure.. Can you, I cant believe I'm saying this, but can you take him for a while? Maybe he needs some discipline, you know I could never actually yell at them."

"Is that what you want? For me take him? I will but, is it really what you want?"

"I just want him to get away from that girl." Tears were falling from my eyes as I spoke. I was going to send one of my baby boys away. "Do you think it'll help?"

"I'm not sure, maybe. We'll have to see how it goes first."

"Please, keep him safe. Don't let him get hurt."

"I wont, I promise. I'll get his things ready."  The line went dead.

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