Dear My Future Husband,
Things will be so difficult. I can already tell you that. I'm such a difficult person. I will love you I swear, but sometimes I'm not the best at showing it. Even then you should know I love you a lot. I'm bad at relationships, yes. I will pick fights with you, because that's how I know you care. If you care enough to fight for me, you care enough to be with me. You can tell me you love me a thousand times and I will never get sick of hearing it. It will take me a while to really believe you do, but once I trust you, please don't hurt me. My trust is super important. Once you lose it, there's hardly a chance of getting it back. When I fully trust and love you, there won't be a single thing I don't love. I will love the way you say things, such as my name, I will love the way your face lights up when you talk about your family, I will love the way you never get bored of me and my crazy self. I will love everything you do and the person you will become. I will love our children so much. Our children are part of us. We will be the most perfect family because it's me and you. I will believe that as long as I have you I can conquer the world. I will also never stop thanking you. For you to love and stick with me no matter what is such a great thing. Everyday you come home from work, I will thank you, because there you are doing everything you can to provide for our family. Most importantly, you are mine. You don't want any other girl, and most of the time I will never understand how you could pick me over all those girls. Thank you. Thank you for choosing me and allowing me to love you. I will cry a lot. I will. I'll cry if I'm happy, or if I'm sad. It's just my way of coping with things and I know you will love that about me. I love you. I hope you always have so much joy in your heart.
