Don't wanna be torn

Chapter 1

I woke up to the sound of my alarm, it is finally the last week of grade 12 and it feels like its going to be amazing. I got dressed in the cutest outfit I could find and done my hair and make-up.

once i finished I walked down stairs to see my brother siting on the couch with his girlfriend, he's 21 now.

"Wow Paige it took you an hour to get ready, hurry up little sis wouldn't wanna be late" Chris said. "

It's whatever, are you giving me a ride or do I have to walk" I said hoping he would say he's giving me a ride.

"Of course he's going to give you a ride silly" Taylor said smiling.

Taylor's my brothers girlfriend, she's so In love with him.. Its crazy.

"Let's go" I said excited grabbing my cellphone. I looked down to see a text from justin

"Hey beautiful, aren't you just so excited for school today...;)" I knew he was being sarcastic, justin hates school but even though he's famous his mom still wants him to keep his education.

I texted justin back "you know it ;) see you in like 5 minutes loser:)" I looked up from my phone and saw the school. my brother parked his chevy and then I suddenly got the worst butterflies. "Have fun sis, love you" Chris said giving me a hug. "Thanks for the ride, love ya" I left the car and as I was waking into the school I seen wesley.. I

I tried to avoid him but I just couldn't get my mind of him. He may have broke my heart but I just cant let him go, but I'm done with love. It's so overrated. besides I don't need someone breaking my heart over again.

I kept walking till I bumped into someone "watch it" they said madly "I'm so sorry I wasn't watching wear I was going" I said as I looked up my eyes caught with those big blue eyes I once fell in love with

"Paige, sorry I didn't know it was you.." Wesley Told me

Its weird seeing him.. I never seen him since the time we broke up and he said that I was all a mistake..

"It's fine Wes. It was my fault. I need to go to class"

"Want me to walk you there?"

"Wes I can't. Not with you, I'm not going to act like nothing even happen. You said I was a mistake, you know how that made me feel?"

"Paige get over it" he said looking into my eyes shrugging his shoulders.

"no wes, goodbye."

I started to walk away when all my emotions broke lose, I was mad and so broken, I was confused. I had no idea where I was going, I needed justin.. Where is he? My mind was all over the place so

I decided to leave school, Justin's not going to show up and I just talked to my ex could this day get any worse?

i went right to my locker putting my shit inside.

I shut my locker door and I put my ear phones in to block out any thoughts I had.

My phone went off but I didn't even look who it was just kept pressing end. I can't deal with anything anymore, it's just to hard latley.

As I was walking home I kept getting calls so I finally answered.

"Hello??"

"Why are you not in school Marie?"

Marie was Justin's nickname for me

"justin I can't deal with wesley anymore, I can't even look at him with out shedding tears, sometimes I want to just go up and take him back but he's hurt me to much, he cheated and said I was the mistake Justin I need you, your the only one who knows what I'm going through" I said now crying.

"Don't cry Paige, he's not worth your tears. I'm taking you out tonight to make it up to you be ready by 5 I love you don't cry" he said.

He always knows how to make me smile "I love you to.." I said smiling

"see your smiling now keep smiling because your smile can light up a whole room" "justin stop your being a loser"

"hey I'm just being honest, I'll see you later"

"okay bye bieber" I hung up the phone now walking up to my room I lied on my bead listening to Justin's song "fall" Justin's voice is amazing he's just so deep with his music and that's what I love. I got in the shower thinking about all the old times me and Wes had together

*flashback*

I was wearing Wesley's hoodie what smells just like him, we were just really good friends

"Wes my feet hurt we were walking around for hours"

"Fine" he said then out of no where I was over his shoulder

"Put me down now wesley this is not funny" I said screaming while I tried to hold my giggles In

"Why are you laughing then miss Paige"

"Wes I'm being serious put me down"

He then put me down as we stood face to face on a hilll under the stars

I got lost in his cute blue eyes.

He leaned in and kissed me, holding my waist. my arms wrapped around his neck, he picked me up still kissing me with my legs wrapped around him.

He put me down and said "let's go home now" as we walked home our hands interlocked with each others "your the first person who I ever felt this way about, your beautiful Paige"

"Wesley your making me blush loser" I said taping him with my fist

"I love you so much"

"Wes I love you to"

*flashbackover*