Don't wanna be torn

Chapter 17

*one year later*

"Let's wrap this up" I said sitting in the studio. I was working on the rest of my new album, with my manager Alex.

"Love will remember you, love with remember me, I know it inside my heart, forever will forever be ours." I sang while the words were flowing outside my mouth.

I finished the song with a smile on my face, I wrote this one for my ex boyfriend, Justin.

It's been a year and I never spoken to him, the last Ryan and Chaz told me, justin didn't really talk to them an he canceled the believe tour.

"Yo Paige you done yet?" I heard Ryan call out from the back of the studio.

"Coming" I gathered my sheets of paper and put them in my book bag before leaving.

I walked out of the studio seeing Ryan and Chaz.

"Let's go boyyyysss" I said getting into the car, I sat up front while Chaz drove.

"Where would you like to go princess?" Chaz said sending me a smile.

"Home I just need to unwind, I got so much going on with my music!" I told him as I stretched.

"Alright party pooper." He said giving me a pout.

"Um have you been talking to Justin lately?" Ryan asked

"No. Why would ask that?" I squinted my eyes at him.

"He's been down lately. He's keeps going down hill Paige. Pattie was wondering why you aren't coming around anymore and I'm sick of lying to her" he told me.

Pattie don't know about me and justin. And I didn't plan in telling her either.

"We'll I don't know what to do Ryan. Why don't you tell this shit to his girlfriend?" I spat at him

"You know he don't have a girlfriend idiot. Don't you think it's about time to talk to him! Stop being a bitch Paige" he said now building up with anger

Chaz stopped the car in the driveway.

"Guys shut the fuck up!

Paige you still love him, you were and Justin have been bestfriends since you were 6, don't you think this little fight between your relationship should be about your relationship not friendship with him. God, it's been a year!" Chaz said to me

"He lied, I'm not being friends with someone who lied to me. I don't love him anymore so stop with this bullshit." I said to him picking my bag of the floor opening the door to get out.

"Your the one who who keeps going with this bullshit!!" He yelled as I slammed the car door walking into house.

I ran up to my room got my purse and drove to the mall.

I had to get my mind off things so I done some shopping.

I went into hollister picking out some cute clothes.

I went to check my items out but I bumped into someone. It made me drop all my clothes onto the floor.

"Shit sorry" the guy with sunglasses and black hat on

"No no I wasn't paying attention" I said bending down to pick up what I had dropped.

He went down to.

"Paige?" He whispered.

As he whispered I recognized the voice

It was justin.

"Oh my god" I said as I quickly got my things off the floor and placed them on the bench and tried to get out of there.

"Wait up Paige please." I could here justin running up behind me. He spun me around as I was now face to face with him.

"What? What could you possibly want to say to me after a year?" I told him

"I-I miss you." His voice cracked.

"You done it to yourself" I jerked away from his grip on my arm.

I walked away, but my heart was telling me to fix this.

I froze in my tracks. I couldn't take another step out the door of the mall.

I turned around and went up to justin.

"All I want to know is do you still love me?" I asked as I waited for him to answer.

He scratched the back of his neck, then took off his glasses.

"Paige, you know I do" he said, I could see the hurt in his eyes.

"I don't know what to do anymore." I shook my head.

"Let's start all over" he suggested.

"Like pretend we never met?" I asked

"No pretend like we never dated. Lets go back to when we were friends" he half smiled.

"Meet me at my house at 7 and we can talk..." I walked away from Justin and got into my car. I'm nervous about being friends with justin. But I know it's the best thing for us.

I drove home and turned up the radio

"Baby you a song you make me wanna roll my windows down and cruise" I sang as I drove.

I love that song.

I pulled into my drive way and turned off the car entering my house.

"Hey honey" mom said as I kissed her check.

"Justin's coming over later, do you mind?" I asked

"No honey I'm leaving for work so I won't be a bother" she said kindly

"Great." I ran up to my room, seeing the pictures of me and justin still on my wall.

I lifted it up off my wall wiping my fingers across the picture of what use to be a great relationship

A tear fell down my face and onto the picture. I placed the frame back on the wall.

I had so many different emotions about justin.

I hate him but I love him at the same time. Maybe I just hate how much I love him.

I called Chaz telling him justin was soon on his way over.

*ding dong*

I don't bother getting the door cause mom was home.

*ding dong*

I walked down the stairs.

"Mom you know the door bells ringing" I said

"Mom?" I added.

I guess she wasn't home.

I opened the door facing justin, it was snowing outside. It looked to beautiful.

" I was starting to think you stood me up " justin said with a laugh.

"No sorry I thought my mom was home so I didn't bother getting the door" I stepped aside to let him in.

He sat on my couch and I sat beside him.

"So you wanna talk about that night" he asked nervously..