Don't wanna be torn

Chapter 26

Once we got to my house my mom was finally there.

I ran out of Justin's car rushing into my house and into my moms arms

"Big day today sweetie" he said patting down my hair.

I started to tear up.

"I love you so much." I told her

"I love you too, I'm sorry I wasn't around much but work out in Alberta is crazy" she admitted.

I pulled away.

"Don't worry, I'm doing fine." She smiled

"That's my girl, now we need to get your bags in the car" she said pointing outside.

"Hello ma'am" justin said greeting my mom. She smiled so big.

"Hi justin." She said pulling him in a quick hug.

I ran up stairs grabbing my bags. Dragging them down the stairs because it felt as if I were carrying 3 bodies.

Justin quickly came over taking my bags

"Thanks" I sighed in relief.

I followed justin and my mom out to the car. He placed my bags in the back shutting the door.

He looked at me in cue telling me it's time to go.

I hugged my mom kissing her check.

"Be very safe okay! Call me whenever! Love you!" She told me.

"Oh make sure you dress warm if its cold outside, wear sunscreen" she added

"Oh my god mom okay I'm not 12 anymore" I rolled my eyes.

"Just making sure" she laughed.

"Love you" I told her leaving her standing behind me.

I sat in Justin's car pulling the seat belt around me.

Justin got in too.

He started the car letting out a big sigh.

I looked down at my phone with a message from wesley

'Hey are you ready? I'm almost at the airport :)'

I replied saying 'on my way now see you soon :) :) '

I started getting nervous almost as if I were going to throw up.

"Justin I can't do this" I told him.

"Yes you can, your going to do fine." He said

"No I'm not ready. I can't leave you for a year." I said now crying.

"Babe?" He asked "babe, stop crying"

I wiped the tears away.

We drove into the airport and parked at the passenger drop off section.

I started shaking in fear and also in excitement.

We both got out of the car and justin took my bags.

We walked along side each other into the airport.

Justin placed my bags onto the thing were the luggage goes.

"Where is wesley?" He asked.

"Probably already boarded. My plane leaves in 10 minutes." I said.

He looked around before pulling me I to a big hug.

"A year without you? God justin I can't even go a minute without you.." I said crying in his chest.

He rubbed my back.