Don't wanna be torn

Chapter 8

"I'll be right back" I told Ryan

"Alright"

I walked through a lot of people trying get to wesley.

"Wesley! Wait up!" I called out.

He turned around and I was stumbling over.

"Hey, I see you found the liquor" he raised his eyebrows.

"Very funny Wes. But I wanted to talk to you." I told him

"Go for it" he said

"We'll um I guess I'm uh sorry. I miss you wesssss" I said slurring my words as I spoke.

"Paige you seem a bit to drunk, but you shouldn't be apologizing. It should be me, I'm sorry for everything."

I tried to say something but he cut me off before I could..

"Justin's a really lucky guy to have you. He better hold on to you tight. I would love to forget about what I did to you but I can't I hurt the one thing that meant most to me. Justin's the perfect guy for you. Not me"

"Yeah yeah yeahh, if he really was the perfect guy he would be here now wouldn't he. Look at me was I'm pathetic. Drinking my life away" I told wesley.

"No Paige your not your still that same beautiful girl I once dated" he said while grabbing me and pulling me into a hug.

My emotions let lose one again. I missed Wesley so much.

I found myself in Wesley's strong arms.

"Thanks Wes"

"No worries" I pushed my self out of Wesley's arms.

"I got to go bye" I said now looking for justin

"Bye.." Wesley said quietly.

I walked away from that moment and couldn't find anyone anywhere there was just so many people in this house.

I started to cry. I was so confused.

I felt someone grab my waist. I turned around meeting Justin's face. "Baby why you crying?" He whispered in my ear sending chills down my back.

"Justinnnnnn" I hugged him tight and said "your the one for me okay babe I don't want anyone else but you. I love you so much" I then kissed him.

"Yeah yeah I know babe, your to drunk. I'm taking you home ok"

He picked me up bridal style and i soon was falling asleep in his arms..

*justins point of view*

Paige fell asleep in my arms. She looked so peaceful.

"Yo mr. Bieber where you goingggg the party's just getting better" Chaz slurred out.

"I'm taking Paige home. She's to drunk" I told Chaz, he had his arms wrapped around Payton and she was smiling. She looked so happy with him.

"Getting it in tonight biebs" Payton asked while giggling.

"Very funny guys" I left the house and went over to my car putting Paige in the passenger seat. She started to wake up

"Justin, I want you to take it" she slowly whispered

"Take what babe?"

"My virginity" she said, her hands playing with the back of my hair.

I was shocked. But she's only drunk, she don't mean this.

I closed her door and got into my seat. I'm taking Paige to my house because her brother would kill her and me if I took her home like this. We arrived at my house and I carried Paige in and sat her on the bed.

"Babe come to bed" she said

"Ya I am, just need to change" I grabbed my clothes and got changed.

I threw Paige a Baggie shirt to sleep in for the night.

She slid off her dress putting on the shirt. I couldn't keep my eyes off her.

We both got under the blankets then I cuddled into her wrapping my arms around her. "I love you Justin"

She then wrapped her arms around my neck. "I love you too" I kissed her check, then tried to get some sleep.

Paige started kissing my neck, then she finally got my soft spot, I couldn't take it any longer I wanted her.

"Justin" she said sweetly.

"Come on" she added.

I flipped her over on top of me....

thats when it all happen. I took Paige's virginity.