Don't wanna be torn

Chapter 22

*1 month after that night.*

I finally regained my full memory and

Justin goes back on his new tour this month and I'm staying home an going off to collage. I have up on my music career, after the accident I want nothing to do with fame. I'm just sad Justin's leaving to go on tour again. The thought of him doing what he did last time to me is running through my mind.

I was up stairs in my room doing my makeup deep in thought about justin and in the corner of the mirror I could see justin standing in the door way with a rose.

I got up from my chair and wrapped my arms around him.

"This is for my baby" he smiled.

"Why thank you" I kissed his lips.

"Hey listen I talked to scoot and he said you can tour with me for a month, you could be my opening act" he said with a grin and his eyebrows raised.

"Justin you know I have that stuff up. I'm going to collage. Don't worry things will be the same between us" I sighed "hopefully" I mumbled

He lifted my head up with his finger making me look at him.

"I promise this time is different." He told me.

"Let's hope Justin." I said pressing my lips together.

"Is drake going to open for you?" I asked changing the subject.

"Oh yeah, he's going to be dope." He said

"Of course he is, duh." I said with smirk on my face .

I felt my phone vibrate, I slid my phone out of my pocket answering the call.

"Hello?" I said

"Hey Paige, I got accepted!" It was wesley letting me know he got accepted into the collage we both applied for.

"Yay wesley that's awesome! Collage buddy's"

"This is going to be great, anyways I'll pick you up later for our coffee"

"Okay sounds good, bye"

I hung up the phone.

"Yes!! Wesley's going to be in the same collage as me!" I told justin excited

"Cool." He said.

"When you leaving?" I asked

"Sunday, this Sunday." He said

My eyes shot out of my head

"What!?"

"Yeah, don't worry babe it's only monday we got lots of time to be together. When you headed to collage?" He asked

"I have to leave Saturday and I start on Monday" I said in disappointment, I wanted more time with justin.

I looked out my widow seeing a Porsche pulling up in my driveway, it was wesley.

"Oh I got to go, I'm going with Wes! You can stay here till I come back, I'm home alone for a week"

"Yeah, when you get home we can watch a movie or something" he smiled.

I grabbed my purse and pecked justin on the lips

"Love you bye" I ran down stairs and out of my house.

I stepped into Wesley's car.

"Hey loser" I smiled

"Waddup Paigie" he laughed

"So where we headed?" I asked as we drove on the highway.

"We'll I'm not in the mood for coffee, so lets just drive around for awhile" he shrugged his solders.

"Okie Dokie" I laughed.

We sat talking about old times and how collage was going to be great.

We turned onto the scene of mine and Justin's accident. My body cringed looking around.

We kept driving till I seen someone almost hit my side of the car.

"WESLEY!!" I yelled in fear.

I thought I was going to die, I thought I was going to end up like last time,

I started to breath heavily and wesley pulled the car over.

"Paige, that car just hit a slipper part of the ice, it wasn't coming for you it was turning, you don't need to worry"

He said putting his arm over my shoulder.

"I'm sorry it's just I'm so nervous ever since my accident. Wes, I almost died in that car, I'm scared..." I had tears falling down my face.

He unbuckled his seat belt leaning into hug me. I hugged him back tightly.

"It's okay, I'm here, your safe now" he told me in my ear.

I pulled away from the hug.

"Can we go home now?" I asked wiping the tears, I seen flashes coming from every corner of the, bright enough to blind someone.

It was the paparazzi. Great.

It's only because I'm dating 'the one and only justin bieber'

"Let's go" I said giving the paps the finger.

"Alright" wesley said starting the car pulling away.

We pulled up into my driveway to drop me off.

"Thanks buddy" I said to Wes before opening my door

"No problemo" he laughed

I shut the door of his car and waved goodbye

I opened my front door hanging up my coat. And putting my purse on my bench.

I walked into the living room seeing justin sitting in the couch.

"What's wrong, looks like you just seen a ghost" justin asked. I sat down beside him as I cuddled into his chest.

"How do you do it?" I asked

"Do what?"

"The whole, fame an the paps, they ruin everything." I told his sighing

"It's hard eh." He said

"Oh yeah" I nodded my head

"You learn to get use to it, you tend to block them out, if you keep listening to the negativity it will ruin you.." He admitted.

"Ugh I hate it" I said

"Don't worry baby, you got mr. Bieber to look after you" he laughed

"Oh god help me" I said jokingly.

"Heyyyy" hey said as if I offended him.

"Hey justin..?" I asked.

"Yeah?"

"I love you so much, I don't want to leave you" I confessed.

"I love you too but It won't be long till we see each other again" he smiled.

I kissed his lips softly as he kissed mine.

He soon picks me up as if I were his bride carrying me up to my bedroom. He placed me down on the bed.

"Why thank you my prince"

"Anything for you my princess"

I giggled at what we both said.

I laid on the bed as justin got on top of me, kissing my lips.

"Okay justin" I said I between kisses.

I flipped justin over so I was on top.

As I kissed him, I slid his shirt up over his head.

Then I felt Justin's hand slide up mine undoing my bra, taking my shirt off leading to both of us going under the covers.

My hands were wrapped around his back.

"I love you" he whispered in my ear

I was out of breath but I managed to whisper "I love you too"

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