Don't wanna be torn

Chapter 15

I sat in drakes car with my head down.

"Paige. I'm so sorry" drake said while driving with one hand on the wheel and the other placed on the arm by the window.

"No I should be sorry. I don't meant to cry like this" I said looking up at him. I probably look like a train wreck with all this water coming from my eyes.

" sometimes it's a good thing to cry, just let it all out then once your finished crying you can paint a smile on your face" drake's words were actually somewhat true.

"Things happen for a reason Paige." He added.

"I just wish this could of worked out between me and him. I love him so much.." I said as my voice was cracking with Pain.

"I know. I could see the love in your eyes when you looked at him. Paige I know that kid loves you too." He said

"No. If he did he would of stayed with me at that party, he wouldn't have another girl in the back with him. It just proves he don't love me." I shook my head in disappointment.

"Lil' twist can make anyone do anything. He probably got pressured and he got to high and lost control." Drake said. I wanted To believe it, but I don't.

"The tour bus is right there" I told him pointing at the big black bus.

"Okay here you go. Text me if you need anything?" He said in sympathy.

"I will thanks drake" I have him a quick hug.

I ran onto the tour bus still crying. I seen Ryan and Chaz sitting on the couch.

"Holy shit what happen?" Chaz asked

I ignored them and went straight to the bunk to get my shit together

"Paige tell me what's going on" Ryan said stopping me from Putting my last item into my bag.

I sat on the bunk crying...

"Its Justin. He took me to this party and then he said he needed to talk to lil twist, he left me there alone till drake and Payton showed up. Drake kindly bought me a drink and a fucking hour later me and drake went looking for justin. I smelt weed an seen beer cans in the back and I seem justin. He had girl on his lap with a joint." I couldn't go on any further.

"That dick, wait till I see him." Chaz said punching the wall.

"He came out running after me. And we got into this argument. I threw his ring he gave me down on the ground and drake drove me here" I managed to speak.

"I just want to go h-home" I added.

"Come on then let's go." Ryan said grabbing car keys.

"I'll stay here and wait for justin to come back, I'll tell him your leaving" Chaz said.

"Tell him don't bother to call. I sure as hell won't answer." I said to Chaz wiping my tears from my checks

I gave Chaz a hug.

"I love you" Chaz said.

"I love you too"

I walked off the tour bus and into Ryan's car. I threw my bags in the back.

Ryan started the car.

"I know justin wouldn't mean to hurt you like this Paige" Ryan began to say.

"If he didn't mean to hurt my Ryan why did he do this to me then? God I'm such a idiot for coming back. I should of broke up with him when he left!" I yelled throwing my hands in the air in frustration.

"Your not an idiot." Ryan said

I managed to pull myself together.

"He's calling me.." I said looking down at my phone.

"Don't answer it Paige." Ryan said shooting a look at me.

I pressed end.

We soon arrived to the airport, we got me a plane ticket and I was boarding in 10 minutes.

"Thanks Ryan, your the best" I pulled him into a hug.

"Im sorry you had to leave like this." He said

"When will you guys be home?" I asked hoping he was going to say soon. I needed them to be with me.

"I'd say we will be home soon if justin keeps acting like this." He spoke.

Tears now falling from my face once again. I was still in Ryan's right grip.

I seen a flash, I let go of Ryan wiping my face. Shit it was the paps. I said goodbye to Ryan and got aboard the plane, taking my seat. Letting my brother know I'll be home soon so he could pick me up.

I noticed my screensaver was

Me and Justin we looked so happy.

I didn't change it, I locked my phone and slid it into my pocket. Waiting impatiently waiting for take off.