Don't wanna be torn

Chapter 11

"@justinbieber: you really had to make this public didn't you? But to make this right, I'm sorry. I miss you. @paigemariee" I read the tweet justin sent me.

Damn right I had to make this public. How else was I suppose to tell him? He pretty much blocked me out of his life.

I showed Chaz and his eyes widened in shock.

"Ok I'm getting in on this" Chaz said opening twitter up on his phone.

He tweeted to justin

"@chazsomers: dude she actually needs you. Pick up the damn phone and call her once in awhile to let her now you still care. That's if you do @justinbieber"

I sat there re reading what justin sent me. He said he missed me.

I threw my phone on the table and cuddled into Chaz. I don't know where I would be without my best friend by my side right now.

"Don't worry bout this Paige"

"I don't even care anymore." I told Chaz

I seen my phone light up with a call.

"Hello?" I asked

"Paige?" I recognized this voice.

"Justin..?"

"I'm so sorry"

"No don't even bother apologizing to me after this."

"Paige just listen to me, Jacque is my good friend, nothing more. I was forced to change my number because If I kept talking to you I would get more and more depressed not seeing my baby girl."

I didn't say anything I just missed his voice so much, I believed him some what but I'm not fully there yet.

"Justin.." I said with my voice cracking.

"No wait, my mom wants to talk to you ok"

"Okay."

Pattie got on the phone with me.

"hello sweetheart how are you holding up?

"Hey pattie. I miss you guys but I'm managing"

I said lying. I was a wreck.

"We'll honey. Justin got a concert in Toronto tomorrow at 7;30 and I was hoping you could come tonight for ellen but justin dont know about this ok. Don't worrie bout the plane or anything else. We got it already booked for you And Chaz"

she said so sweetly

"Pattie you didn't have to do this for me, thank you so much"

"this isn't just for you honey justin and I miss you a lot! Tell Chaz about this and you guys be ready today at 5 that's when the plane leaves, We got to go, love you honey"

"okay great, love you too bye" I hung up the phone. I'm still upset with justin but I can't believe I get to see him again.

"Chazzzzzy, pattie got us booked for a plane and were going with them to Ellen and to Justin's concert" I told him

"So you and justin are good?"

"Not fully but we'll see what happens when we see each other I guess, I need to go pack. Bye"

I left Chaz's house and walked to mine. It took awhile but it didn't bother me.

I walked into my house and seen my mom

"Hey mom, what's with the boxes?"

I seen Chris come downstairs.

"They are mine, I'm moving out."

"That's awesome bro! Where?" I asked him

"Just down a few blocks" he said

"Cool." I said.

"Oh honey pattie called I'm so excited for you! Go get ready and pack" my mom said cheerfully.

I ran upstairs getting everything together. About an hour later I was ready and I was putting my bags in the back seat, We picked up Chaz and we were now off to the airport.

*3hours later*

"Okay okay yes justin bieber is here today. Come out bieber" ellen said.

I could ear everything while I was back stage I was so nervous, butterflies filled my stomach. I can't wait to finally see justin.

"So justin? How are you? Need to use the washroom?" Ellen asked

"Um nope I'm good" he let out a laugh.

"We'll I got you a present." She Pulled out a mop bucket and the Crowed started to laugh.

Chaz was beside me holding my shoulder he could tell I was a nervous wreck.

"Wow this is one of the best gift ever thank you so much" justin said sarcastically.

A few minutes into the conversation Ellen brought up me and him

"How are you and Paige?"

"I'm not going to lie and say everything's good because its not. It's hard. I miss her a lot actually. I miss not being able to see her beautiful smile and I miss not being able to hold my whole world in my arms." He looked down at the floor.

Everyone awed and so did I, he's sweet.

"We'll I have one more surprise"

"What is it Ellen?" Justin asked

"Your on Paige" one of the workers backstage told me. I was now finding myself walking out on stage to see justin.