Don't wanna be torn

Chapter 27

*paiges point of view*

I woke up around 7.

No one was up yet because its Sunday. We start our classes tomorrow.

I took my phone out from my pillow seeing a text from justin I read it but didn't reply.

I decided to call him instead

The phone rang about 4 time before he answered.

"Hello?" He asked in a husky voice.

"I'm sorry did I wake you up?" I asked

"Yeah it's midnight here" he laughed

"I need to talk to you..." He said

"Ya go ahead"

"We'll scooter said I need to breakup with you over twitter." He said

"What?" My voice said shaky

"I don't want to, it's just fake we will still go out just secretly.. I told scooter I can't lose you again." He said

"So your going to be fake dating someone while you secretly go out with me?" I asked confused

"Yeah.. I know it sucks but it's just till the years over babe please don't be mad it going to be the same between us it's just I can't post pictures with you and I can't tweet you all we can do is just call and text.. Im sorry" he said sighing.

I was mad at scooter but I understand where he is coming from, justin needs his fame. It hurt me a lot to know that justin always has to be commanded to do something he don't want to do.

I was lost in thought until I realized I was still talking to justin on the phone.

"It's okay babe I understand completely just no kissing eachother or i'll go all hulk on your ass" I laughed

"I love you, I got to go to bed babe, big show tomorrow, goodnight." he said as he yawned.

I let out a sigh before saying something to justin.

"Call me in the morning love you too"

I slowly hung up the phone. Realizing this actually hurts me, sometimes I wish justin would of never agreed to go see scooter back in 2009. His life would be hell of a lot better than it is now.

My emotions were all bottled up inside, I felt like telling scooter off for doing this. I felt like crying right now but I know it's only fake. At least he told me about it.

"Good morning" Sid said making me break from my thoughts.

"Morning" I said with a smile

"I'm sorry, did I wake you?" I asked placing my phone on the bedside table next to the pictures of me and justin.

I glanced at it for a moment then looked away.

"No silly, who cares if you did anyways" she let out a laugh.

"What's on your mind?" She asked looking across the room at me in worriment.

"We'll, um.. I don't think I should pour my problems on you. I barely know you Sid" I said awkwardly.

She got up from the bed, making a groaning sound.

"Hun, were stuck together for the rest of the year obvs were going to talk to one another, now spill it" she giggled.

I sighed pouring my heart out to her about justin.

"And now he's telling me he has to fake date Selena. I should of never of left, I feel like he don't even love me anymore."