Don't wanna be torn

Chapter 31

"Only as friends. I will always have those feelings for you when we were dating but that's the past, we broke up for a reason." I stated.

He pulled away from my hug and slammed the door behind him leaving me in confusion.

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*one year later*

"Thank god my collage days are over" Sid said tossing her book into the schools garbage.

I laughed hysterically at her.

"Is wesley going back with you?" Sidney asked as we both were walking up the hallway.

If your wondering what might of happened after that night, me and Wes stopped talking for a week but he apologized in class giving me a rose, he said he was just confused.

"No, he's staying in Cali, he Told me he don't really wanna go back."

"Oh, that sucks, when's the flight?"

"In a few hours, I guess I should go get everything together!" I said quickly rushing to the dorm room, packing my stuff.

"Wesley?" I said confused as he stood in front of my door.

"What are you doing here?" I asked again.

"I just wanted to say goodbye" he whispered.

"So your really not coming back?" I asked frowning now.

"I can't. I'm better off here." He whispered again.

"I don't want to leave you here Wes" I said shyly.

"You'll be Okay" he said coming up to me a he hugged me softly.

I stood there hugging wesley sniffing in his sent, why do he gotta smell so good.

"I love you" he whispered into my ear.

"Love you Wes" I said into his neck.

He pulled away, now leaving me to go pack. I watched Wes as he walked away, leaving not only me but his past behind. I'm not going to lie wesley was my first committed relationship and I did love him, more than anything so I'm going to miss him a lot.

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*2 hours later*

I was now checking over my empty dorm room to see if I had left anything behind. I zipped up my overflowing suitcase and struggled to pick it up of the floor placing it on it's wheels so I can stroll it to the cab.

"Thank god I got everything in my bag" Sid said rushing to zip her suitcase.

I laughed at the sight of her trying to sit on the luggage as she zippered.

She finally succeeded.

I stood in the door frame thinking of all the good memories I have had here.

"Come on slow ass" Sid said as she was halfway down the hall way.

I turned back around and strolled my luggage behind me, I walked outside in the bright sun light of California and placed my bags into the trunk.

I sat in the backseat of the smelly cab, it reeked of body oder and left over fast food.

I smiled at Sid as she done a crazy dance in excitement.

Within matter of minutes we arrived at the airport.

We quickly paid the strange cab driver and rushed into the airport with our bags.

"Flight 405 air Canada is now boarding."

"That's my flight!" I yelled as I quickly placed my bags onto the thing where the luggage goes.

"Come on!" I yelled to Sid as I ran towards the plane

"I'm not getting on that flight, the next one it mine." She explained.

"Oh my god" I breathed. I ran back and hugged her. "Thanks for everything, text me!" I said now running back to my plane.

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I sat alone in a seat on the plane as I looked out the window, we were now up in the sky.

I closed my eyes just letting the fact that I'm now going home sink in.

Leaving my eyes closed I slowly started to fall asleep.

"Peanuts?" A woman's voice taped me on the shoulder making me jump in fear .

"Oh no thank you" I told the flight attendant with a smile.

I took out my phone scrolling through my pictures because I had nothing better to do.

I seen one of me and Wesley drunk at the first collage party, I wore a golden dress, short with black heels. Wesley wore a Yums muscle shirt with his brown pants, he looked good.

I scrolled again looking at pictures of me and justin.. I miss him a lot.

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*2 hours later*

"Please be advised we are now landing, I hope you enjoyed your flight with us and hope to have you aboard again" the flight attendant said.

I quickly became nervous and excited and it feels like I'm going to puke all at once.

The plane landed smoothly and I anxiously got out of the plane breathing in the fresh air of home.

I walked into the airport to pick up my bags at the luggage place.

I walked in and it felt as if I was in one of those movies where you walk into a public place an it goes all slow motion.

I picked up my luggage and stood in the waiting room placing a call for another cab. I faced the wall as it began to ring.

"PAIGE!" Someone yelled in a distance what made me flinch as I turned around.

My phone dropped out of my hands and so did my luggage. it was justin.

I ran towards him when the slow motion thing happened again. He picked me up spinning me around as I squeezed him tightly. We didn't speak just kept holding each other. He pulled away looking at me with his beautiful face of his, staring into my eyes. Our lips smashed together and it felt as if it was our first kiss, it was really something. I never felt this way before like I do with justin.

"I'm so glad to have to back baby I missed you so so so so much" he told me a I squeezed into him even more

"I love you so much" I told him.

"I love you princess, come on let's her you home" he winked as we walked to get my phone and luggage.

I looked at justin smiling as I held onto his hand.

It's great to have someone like him around, I'm finally home, no more drama and now it's just me and justin.

My heart finally recovered.

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** well that's all folks haha sorry it wasn't the best ending but I'm hoping to write a sequel!! Thanks for reading! If you want a sequel vote or comment and let me know :):)**