Depressed Doll II-The Origin

Red Stars

i woke up feeling like i normally and decided to dress up.
i stayed with Mighty for a while and then decided to go to school.
i was bullied again but that's no surprise...
when i was in class i heard my classmates whisper to each others about something that was going to happen this night...i wondered what they were talking about but maybe it was just a party which i wasn't invited, so i snapped out of it.
then we had quimics "before we begin the class i have to tell you about something so pay attention"the teacher said, i focused on her words"some of you may have heard about tonight"she said, i looked confused"i can see that some didn't, so tonight we all will see a unique event that no one will see ever again, it will be the first and only time this will happen"she said, i kept looking confused"some of you may have heard that the sky won't be it's natural dark blue with it's white stars but purple with red stars, it's still not confirmed but there's a chance of that event happening and to celebrate that, there will be a party downtown and we hope everyone comes"she said, i became thoughtful for a while and daydreaming too...wow...a purple sky with red stars...i can't even imagine how amazing it will be...
it took ages for the classes to end to lunch time,i was feeling hungry already.
As soon as my classmates and my teacher left, i was getting ready to eat lunch when i heard a voice calling me, i turned to the door to see my english teacher waving at me, i waved back and she told me to go with her, i putted my lunch on my bag and took it with me.
we walked to the same place as yesterday and she began speaking "so you heard about tonight?"she asked, i just nodded"are you going to watch it and going to the party?"she asked "i will watch it but i won't go to the party but to my roof,i live in the tallest house of the city"i said"I heard of that"she said as we kept eating our food"you're so lucky"she said"lucky?"i said "oh..."she said and silence filled the air "what about you? you going?"i asked as we finished eating"yes"she said
She looked at her mobile "oh, we have to go, it's almost ringing"she said, i stood up and picked my bag, she did the same and we both left to school"you were so thin and after 2 weeks of being home you look fit"she said "Thank you miss Taylor"i said "call me Shout when we're out of school, i'm not that old, you know?"she said"sorry, Shout"i said as we walked to class "if you need something just tell me...but how did you got fit in only 2 weeks?"she asked "feeding myself"i said "your parents gave you food?"she asked"it's a secret"i said and we got to seperate "so i guess this is a 'see you soon' moment" i said calmly "yeah"she said "so see you soon"i said "see you later too"she said and we both got seperated.
i went to my classroom entrance to see the worst of all, it wasn't Mandy, it was a even worse girl, she rarely bothered me though but when she did, she was worse than Mandy excluding those parts of being beated up, Mandy and Mary also hated her, they were rivals...i stood against the wall and silence filled the air, i don't speak with anyone except Mighty, Smiley Mask and now Shout, she looks like a nice person like Mary...but for some reason i left Shout approach me to the point i call her a friend...i dunno why though...but i don't mind at all, she looks nice...my thoughts were cutted off by the girl, whose name i don't remember, speaking to someone, i turned my head to see Mary and behind her was Mandy, looking all scared but she was actually a bitch just like her...she was a fake friend who doesn't deserve Mary's friendship...the three of them were arguing.
I got a bad feeling that there was still a bit of that insults to me because the other girl turned to me and began insulting me while Mary and Mandy just heard, i holded up my tears so that they could not bully me about it and Mandy was trying her best not to laugh at me.

No truth...
All pretension...

i just listened while looking down and holding back my tears, where's a teacher when we need them? Nowhere
The bell rang after some minutes and the teacher didn't took long to arrive and so, i silently walked in the classroom and went to my seat.
everyone sat and made fun of any mistake that the teacher have done, i didn't find it so funny, making fun of a person because he or she made a mistake, i find it stupid actually...this went through the whole afternoon, they made fun of the teachers and i just mentally complained about it...
this day was going on slowly, i was getting tired of waiting for night time, but it finally rang so that we could go home.
as soon as i got home, i saw my brother and my parents all fancy, i guess they were going to the party. They all realized i was staring at them "you are not coming with us if that's what you thinking"my mom said "who said i wanted to go to that party?"i asked "but you thought"my dad said "actually i was thinking about how stupid you guys look like"i said and went to my room and locked the door behind me.
i sat on my bed and petted Mighty "hey tonight there is this thing with the sky and i want you to watch it with me, what you think?" i asked, he meowed happily and i smiled and petted it.
i have putted my things on my bag for the next day so i wouldn't bother doing so later and made several activities with Mighty to forget about time for a while.
later, i took a look out of the window and realized that it was sunset already so i decided to check if i had locked my door which i did, got out from my window and crawled to the roof, leaving the window half opened.
I sat and saw the sunset slowly, i heard a noise and i turned to see what it was, it was Mighty coming to next to me, he sat on my lap and we both watched the sunset"we're going to be late" my mom said, i took a look to the entrance and saw that they were leaving to the party"c'mon let's just go!"my dad said, they were making a drama and i raised a brow and they left without noticing that i was up here, happily. If they did notice that i was here, they would try to copy me and come to the roof, they always did that when i was a kid, whenever i had a idea they stole it and make it their own and when i did something they copied me telling that it was their idea or they would tell me that they didn't allow me to "copy" "their" idea which was actually mine.
we watched as the sun hid behind the other buildings and that the purple sky was beginning to appear, so i decided to lay down facing the sky with my hands in the back of my head but Mighty kept sitting on my lap but looking up.
The sky was now purple full of red stars but i was not facing the moon, i left a few tears escape my eyes
i had memories of everything that had happened to me all these years as i kept crying and then i felt something touch my cheek, i looked to my side to see Smiley Mask, he was sitting next to me while wiping my tears away with his slender finger "you came to see the sky too?"i asked, he nodded"isn't it beautiful?"he asked, i nodded and sat up next to him and both of us looked to the sky and then his hand shined for a bit and i saw a shooting star coming towards us and it went to Smiley Mask's shining hand and then it stopped shining.
he was holding something now...it was a red necklace in star shape(((the one you see in the picture)))it was beautiful...He putted it around my neck "This is your red star"he said.

It's My Red Star...

I smiled a bit and hugged him and Mighty"thank you, i love it"i said, he wrapped his long slender arms around me as i cried, not because i was sad but because i was really happy...
The two of us layed down on the roof and Mighty sat between us, i couldn't stop crying, i have never been so happy in my whole life...this was the best time of my life...we looked to the sky and Smiley Mask holded my hand...i looked at him and saw tears running through his mask, we were both crying not only for the bad things but also for the good ones like this one...i gave a small smile and again looked to the sky "i'm glad i met you..."i said "i'm glad too"he said"i don't want this to end"i said "me neither..."he said"the universe is full of red stars that will watch over you"he said, i smiled bright
we stayed like that for hours but then i began feeling tired and ended up falling asleep

A/N:i suggest this song while reading this chapter: