Depressed Doll II-The Origin

Rage

Monday came fast and i was enraged...
I hate mondays and I hate everyone...i woke up really early and dressed up...
I went to kai's place to see how he was but his mom told he wasn't going, that they were moving to japan again because of what has been happening to him at school and i got sad, I was going to loose one of the two friends i had... smiley mask also left me and my life is going back to the way it was, only mighty and shout were left...
As i was going to school, mandy began bullying me again and this time she went too far, i was getting even more angry and i almost lost control and jumped on her but i didn't do so...i wanted to kill her so badly...I just ignored her and went to school, once i got there i went to a classroom without being seen and throwed everything i found everywhere, tables, chairs... i throwed them everywhere even out of the window...
Then i left without being seen again and went to the bathroom and looked at my reflection in the mirror, my eyes were red and without pupils,i could see all the rage in me just by staring at my reflection...i closed my hand in a fist and punched the mirror and broke it to pieces, then i touched my forehead while i had my eyes closed and while i heard whispers in my head, then i felt that someone was approaching, i hid somewhere and a group of girls came in"oh my...someone broke the mirror"one of them said "lets tell someone"another said and they left, i got out of my hiding spot and stared at the door until a teacher came in with the girls "you are right...miss Fernandes was it you who broke the mirror?"she asked "i heard them speaking and came to check what it was they were speaking about"i lied while staring with a cold expression on my face"but now that i know what it was...im going away"i said and left.
A police officer came at me "miss Fernandes can you come with me?"he asked, i gave a small nod and followed him to a classroom "i'd like to make you some question about James Adams"he said, i raised a brow at him and he showed a picture of him dead, i looked at it but i kept my expression, i didn't even react "he commited suicide last night"he said "what is it with me?"i asked "because of this"he said and handed me a paper 'if you are reading this is because i am already dead, please don't you ever go near Debora Fernandes, i tell this because as i was going to trick her, she gave me the scariest glare ever, her face...it was horrible...her face began haunting me for 3 days and i couldn't even sleep...i had to do something....what i had to do to stop seeing her face... was to commit suicide...whoever reads this...please...don't you make her glare at you, don't make her get angry at you or else you'll be haunted forever by that devil...until you completely go insane....'was written in black "everyone gets angry, if i scared him anyhow, it's because he did something wrong"i said still looking expressionless"what about this ones?"he said and showed me pics of dead people those who i glared at except Mandy and then he showed me letters, they were the same as james but with different handwrittings, i still looked expressionless"i already answered at that"i said coldly"you don't even react to this photos "he said "why should i react?i don't care about those guys"i said"they were your friends"he said "they were just another bullies, now if you excuse me"i said and left to my class coldly.
Once i got there, the teacher and my classmates stared at me but i didn't say a thing as i sat on the seat "what did that officer spoke about miss Fernandes?"she asked"it's not of your business"i said rudely "maybe it was about james death, she was the only one who hated him so who knows if it wasn't her who killed him?"mandy asked "do you know what suicide is, bitch?"i asked "what did you call your friend?"the teacher asked "i called her a bitch and this bitch is not my friend"i said "get out now"she ordered, i putted my stuff in my bag, putted it on my back and walked out of the class closing the door violently.
i walked out of the school and went to kai's place,he opened the door "don't you have classes?"he asked "i left the classes" i said "why?"he asked "mandy began telling that i killed james, i called her a bitch and the teacher told me to get out of her class and so i decided to leave school and come here"i said and he invited me in "hey, i have to tell you something"he said "you are moving, i know, your mom told me when i came to get you this morning, thats why i came"i said "im sorry to leave like this but once my dad got to know what happened to you because of me, he decided that we were moving back to japan"he said"it's okay, kai, it's not our fault...it's the bullies fault..."i said "can i talk to you?"his dad said, i turned to him and went with him to his room"thank you for taking care of my son while he was in that school and for that in the park...you should come with us but i guess your family would chase you...if you need anything you can always ask, just give us a call"he said and handed me a paper with his phone number, i picked and putted in my pocket as i nodded and we walked back out "do you need help getting ready to leave?i have the whole day, since i left school"i said "yeah, thank you"hikaru said.
i helped them half of the day getting their things to leave.
as sunset came, everything was ready and we said our last goodbye as their car left the city.
I walked back home while feeling sad for seperating from kai and his family, i really liked being with them all...they were like a family to me...
I got in by the window and spoke with mighty the rest of the day and he brought me dinner and i kept staring at the sunset as it began to fade and turn into night...
As soon as i got my stuff ready for next day, i layed on my bed and fell asleep.