Depressed Doll II-The Origin

See You In Another Life

i woke up to feel the warm sun hitting my face and i gave a small smile to the morning sky but then it turned to it's morning frown after remembering that it was tuesday, one more day facing those snakes at schools (Mandy and the other girl from yesterday i remember her name now, it is Lisa Johnson, what kind of name was that anyway?
anyway, i didn't have a lot of time to think about snakes before even seeing them first.
i dressed my now usual clothes (black jeans, a purple shirt and red shoes), a huge black jacket that reached my knees so that it could hide the necklace, i knew that i'd be stolen if i showed it everywhere and it was too big to hide under my clothes, so that was the only idea that came to my mind and putted my bag on my back, ready for another horrible day...
I took a quick look to the necklace that Smiley Mask had made of the red shooting star and gave a small smile remembering last night's event, i hope no one saw anything or they would be bothering me or maybe even make me introduce them to my friends, like i was going to do that...i won't let that whores and idiots even put a eye on my friends...specially Mighty...i can't imagine what would happen if they found out about him...of course i won't speak of smiley mask to anyone, no one would believe me either, even so i don't have anyone that i can tell so but i won't tell anything to Shout either, i trust her but it has it's limits...
i looked to the clock and decided to go to school, when i was on my way there, i saw Mandy and Lisa speaking about something, i knew it...they are friends but they don't tell that to Mary, guess they need a little push there...but i can't do anything...for now...
they were both behind me, i always see them every morning on my way to school and when so, i decide to go through a different way.
so i decided to go through a different and longer way, better being late than being in front of that snakes being bullied even before reaching school...
in my way there, i found a group of boys that i usually face every day, i usually saw that they bully a young boy with long brown hair and brow eyes ...i sighed...
then i heard those bullies "nice jacket you freak"they said as we crossed paths, i looked behind me to them as they walked oposite to me, then i felt something against me which caused me to stop and look to what i hitted but then i realized it was not a what but a who.
when i turned my head again, i realized i had bumped onto that young boy and he was now on the floor, i pulled my hand out to help him stand and he accepted my help and in a couple of seconds he was standing "i'm sorry, i should look where i'm going"he said and rubbed the back of his head "hey it's not your fault, it's that bullies fault, if they didn't speak i would be looking to my way and so nothing could happen, anyway, it was good to know you i'm Deborah Fernandes"i said, sadness not leaving my face"I'm Kai Moto pleasure to meet you"he said, i smiled but then i took a look at the clock"oh, i'm going to be late, you will be too if we don't hurry"i said "why don't we meet up in the park today?"he asked"okay i can be there at 4 p.m"i said "me too, so in the park at 4 p.m"he said, i nodded and we went to our schools.
like always, bullied and kept angry and sad because Mary didn't deserve to have such a fake friend like Mandy, i was in classes and took a small piece of paper "People are not what they look like until you open your eyes"i wrote, in the moment that the bell rang and that everyone left the class, i putted the paper in Mary's bag and sat on my seat and acted like nothing happened, they came back but seemed that Mary didn't found the letter, maybe she will notice it when she checks her bag while doing her homework...
Lunch time came and Shout called me to go with her again to have lunch and i did so"how was your last night?"she asked "it was the best night of my life, what about you?"i asked "it was beautiful but why was it the best night of your life? you had a date or something?"she asked "no, it was not that...it was just that the sky was beautiful..."i said, then the wind made my jacket open a bit and showed my necklace for a while until it covered again, then i zipped my jacket closed "what was that necklace that i just saw?"she asked "n-nothing"i said"so you do have a date"she said "it's not a date,i made it on my own"i said, she opened my jacket and stared at my necklace"oh...sorry for mistaking it"she said, i zipped my jacket again and finished having lunch.
we went to school and we went to seperated places, i did not face any bully but decided to wait in the library for safety...
As classes went by i kept cold, not showing emotions, when inside this gates i won't show a single emotion but sadness...i kept on my corner and James kept on annoying me and also bullied me in class, all the teachers send him out of the classroom because he's always speaking not only to my classmates but to me although i ignore him all the time...he was a mistake and i'm thankfull that i didn't really told him anything about my first impression of him because he would just laugh about it and tell the others and that would mean being bullied even more...
when class ended i decided to go home since it was still early and then putted my bag on my room and then locked the door so no one would come in "going anywhere?"my brother asked "it's nothing with you"i said and began walking out, he got in front of me and i was running late already"get out of my way"i said"only if you tell me where are you going and after letting me go in your room"he said"it's the last time i'll say this, get out of my way"i said, he shook his head, i grunted my teeth and pulled him to the floor violently, then i glared at him while he was on the floor and he looked terrified "don't you even try on following me or you will have to deal with me"i said, then i realized that my voice was different, instead of hearing only one voice escaping my mouth, i heard two like someone else was saying the same as i at the same time, one voice was calm and shy, the other was wild, angry and monstruous, both voices came from me i knew it...
i just snapped out of my thoughts and decided to walk out, as i walked to the park i kept thoughtful until i heard a voice"Hey, Deborah!"my thoughts were cutted off and looked around to see where kai was, it would be the only one calling me...i saw him sitting on a swing and i sat on the swing next to him"so what school do you attend to?"i asked "Leonard Melo High school"he said((a/n:had to make a name))"high school? aren't you 10 or something?"i asked"no, i'm 16, i'm bullied because i look like a 10 year old kid"he said"oh...sorry..."i said"it's okay"he said and we smiled to each other"since we're here, want to play a bit?"i asked"don't you think we're too old to play?"he asked "i had my childhood ruined and never had the chance to play with a friend so why not trying it now?"i asked"i guess you're right..."he said, i stood from my swing and we played in the park for the afternoon and then he looked to the guy that was selling ice cream,"i think it's ice cream time"i said, we walked over the guy and asked for ice creams "oh miss Fernandes, long time no see you around and you bring a friend with you, good to see that, enjoy your ice creams"the man said"that guy is awesome for giving us some free ice cream"he said "my parents own the park and they hired him"i said"you're awesome"he said "thanks, it's rare to hear it"i said, we had fun the whole afternoon and then decided to leave"what if we do the same tomorrow?"he asked, i smiled "okay" i said, then we got seperated and went to our places, as soon as i got in my room, i saw Smiley Mask petting Mighty"hey there"i said "i have to speak to you"he said, i sat on the bed next to them confused"what is it?"i asked "i think this will be the last time we'll see each other"he said "what do you mean?"i asked"i can't stay longer here"he said "why? is it me?"i asked"no, it isnt, i really can't say what it is..."he said "i understand"i said "that doesn't mean that you'll starve again, mighty will still bring you something everyday"he said, i nodded"may i ask you a last favor?"he asked, i nodded"there is a book about me that i can't find, i really don't need it but please, find it and don't let anyone else read it, it's kind of a diary that i wrote but it was stolen and turned into a book, i got rid of the other copies but i can't find the last one"he said "i promise i'll look for it as soon as i can"i said "thank you...i have to go now...sorry for leaving like this..."he said and wrapped his long slender arms around me and i did the same"it's okay"i said and cried a bit as he petted me for some minutes

"see you in another life"

he said and he disappeared, i gave a small smile "i'll see you there"i said, later that night i got ready to sleep and had my stuff ready for the next day and layed on my bed with mighty next to me and thought for a while i'll miss you smiley mask and also...thanks for everything, i thought and fell asleep.