Depressed Doll II-The Origin

A New Me

I woke up feeling angry for no reason, i just felt like being angry at the world...it was thursday, i should be happy that tomorrow is friday but im not that happy though...
i got ready for the day, my usual clothes, my black long jacket, my necklace, my room keys and school bag and realized it was still early to leave, i still had some pain from yesterday but i just ignored it, it wasn't as painful as yesterday's events but it was something.
I played with Mighty and became thoughtful for a while...it's funny how no one in the house hears me speaking to Mighty, maybe they don't care or maybe they are listening to me and pretending they don't so that later they can find a way to destroy my life once again, that's why i always whisper to Mighty instead of talking normally...
Then i decided to leave once again and my dad came at me"so how are your marks at school?"he asked"it's not of your business"i said and tried to leave but he got on my way"move, i'm going to be late"i said, he did nothing but stand there on my way and blocking the exit, i grunted my teeth and was ready to jump on him but i took a deep breath.
I went to my room and locked the door behind me and decided to leave by the window, if he doesn't let me out by the door,i have to leave by the window right?
i got out by the window, closing it behind me and jumped it to the ground, i almost couldn't land on my feet but managed to do so and walked to school, some people may have heard 'school is your second house' and some would say 'no, it isn't' but my opinion is different from theirs 'i guess it is my second house, there's people bullying me and beating me in both places and i used to starve in both places, there's no much different from being here and my house'
then i heard those two voices behind me and so i decided to turn and go another way to school, the same i take everyday where i cross paths with kai there i crossed paths with him again"good morning"he said"good morning, sorry but i can't go to the park today i just don't feel like going there today"i said"it's okay, so do we plan something for one of these days?"he asked"let's meet on saturday here at this time"i said, he nodded"good luck in classes"i said"you too"he said and we kept on our way to school.
as soon as i got there i went to class, i was late already, class? Maths, i forgot to mention, the maths teacher was Mandy's dad, i'm fucked again, like his daughter, he is cruel and heartless, he even supports her when she bullies me, i just got in the class"sorry i'm late"i said, the whole class stared at me"where were you miss Fernandes?"he asked"i had problems coming"i said and sat on my seat and made draws, the whole class kept focused on the teacher"miss fernandes, you have test right now, i hope you studied because it's the hardest test i've ever made and it's only to help you with your mark, but if you fail it, you'll have the lowest mark in class"he said and putted the test in front of me,i didn't study for the test, but i didn't panic either, then i took a look at the test"there is stuff we didn't learn yet"i said"be quiet and solve it"he said, i grunted my teeth and began writing random maths stuff, i even wrote things that i didn't knew if it really existed or that it was invented by me, i'm the worst in maths but i do know something so i used it and when i didn't know something, i just made it out of nowhere, random numbers...
i finished it before the bell rang and then i putted the test on the teacher's desk and sat there waiting for class to end when the bell rang the same group of teachers that came here yesterday came in and told us to stay on our seats we did as they said "we did look for prints"one of the teachers said"it was Fernandes wasn't it?"the maths teacher asked"we found out that no one turned the switch, there were no prints but we know that the switch malfunctioned"the same said, i was smiling evily in the inside, i dunno how i did it though."now you may leave to the break"the same said, i stood of my seat and left the class first "but i think you should apologize to your mate since you accused her"the english teacher said "i dont need apologies"i said and then i walked to the library and looked for a horror book in the horror section but i have read them all, then from the corner of my eye i saw a new book and decided to pick it, it had written "Smiley Mask"in yellow, under the name it had a picture of Smiley Mask.
i opened and read the story of Smiley Mask