Depressed Doll II-The Origin

Looking For Answers

I woke up next day with lots of headaches, as mentioned before, i didn't slept very well...those visions and those nightmares kept me awake the whole night and they were getting stronger and stronger.
I dressed my usual clothes and Mighty brought me breakfast, i guess it was getting easier to deal with Smiley Mask's absence...i still miss him a lot though, i miss his words of wisdom and his conforting words and also i have some questions about his story...he didn't came back to answer me about anything, he didn't told me about seeing the face of my doll in the mirror, what did it meant?i was still filled with doubt, i need some aswers but i wasn't able to get them...
i looked at the draw i made with smiley mask and mighty and sighed, then i had a idea, i picked my mobile and searched in google "how to summon the smiley mask"and i clicked the first website that came up, the ritual was easy so i didn't have to go out to buy anything that i didn't have and so i performed the ritual, of course nothing happened, he didn't came...i sighed and turned it off and looked out the window for minutes.
Then i heard a voice behind me"were you looking for me?"he asked, i turned to see smiley mask, i hugged him tight and he hugged back"i miss you so much"i said"i miss you too"he said"hey...i need some answers...about what happened since you are gone"i said as we sat on the bed"what is it?"he asked"what are these visions i'm having?"i asked"those visions you have been having are not exactly visions, they are memories"he said "what? memories? I don't remember of doing what i did in my visions..."i said"didn't you use to wake up near the window? maybe with a knife on your hand?"he asked "yeah...i did...yesterday...what does it mean?i'm a sleepwalker?"i asked "you have to answer that all by yourself..."he said "there are times where i can't control my body and i made a huge prank on the girls at school...i froze the water when the girls were having baths and i couldn't stop myself from doing it...and my fingerprints were not in the switch it was like i didn't even touch it at all..."i said"i can't answer that now...but i promise you will find the answers sooner than you think"he said and began to fade "won't you stay with me?"i asked "i can't...but we will meet again soon enough..."he said and faded.
I sat on my bed.

Memories?
I didn't do that to her room...right?
It wasn't me...right?

what if i was?maybe it was me...just maybe...i dunno...i have to start looking for answers all by myself now that i know that smiley mask can't help me...but how can i get the answers without him?if it was me who really did that i can't ask myself why i did it because i already know the answer...i hate Mandy more than everything...i hate her so much...that i want to see her dead by torture...someone please torture her to death and make it as long as possible someone please...make her suffer for all she did...
i began making draws and as i was drawing the mask i have seen in the mirror i noticed then that it was my doll's face...it was the doll they broke years ago...and i just realized now that i was wearing the same clothes as the doll...
Mighty came from under the bed again and he had something in his mouth...i walked at him and checked what it was and what i saw got me shocked, it was the doll that was broken but now...it wasn't broken...it was fixed...it even looked new...but this time it had a difference...the mask she had could be removed and as soon as i took her mask off i got shocked, how could it be possible...

the person behind that mask...

was me...