More Than This-A 1D Fanfic

Not so Innocent

{Chapter 46}

«Jenna's POV»

I was notorious for being the innocent one. Granted, living with my band mates wouldn't leave much room for innocence. But no one seemed to care. So a little kiss with Zayn shouldn't have altered my mood at all, as far as the others are concerned.

So I acted happy and giggly. I fed my band mates, took care if them. Acted like I was okay. But drowned myself in alcohol when I was alone. The singular substance that I wasn't supposed to own. The downside of being the only girl in the band under 18.

But if Zayn knew...he hates my drinking underage and limits me when I'm with him. Sort of like how Liam hates when Jaden is spotted partying in 'skank' clothes. Or how Louis hates when Brisa goes to parties without him because she's Alyssa's wing man.

Speaking of Alyssa, that girl needs to control her hormones at parties!! She hooks up with at least two guys at each party. And goes through half a pack of cigarettes. If she can make drastic decisions, so can I!

I don't feel sorry for myself as Jaden tells that we're going to a party. I don't feel bad as I dial Harry's number. Definitely didn't regret inviting him and all the boys to said party.