Helpless | Destiel college a.u.

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– Cas –

The movie ended too quickly.

Jo got up to take out the clothes from the dryer and put in another load, and Dean let go of my hand.

I frowned at him but he got up to switch the movie to Ghostbusters. He went into the kitchen and returned with two bowls of our beautiful cookies to munch on during the film.

Jo joined us again and we started the movie after everybody switched spots.

I sat between Sam and Dean on the couch, and Dean kept his hands to himself this time. Sam continually looked over at us periodically throughout the movie, trying to catch us being intimate again.

I was a bit sad that I couldn't hold Dean's hand again, but I was still satisfied that I was able to before.

As we watched the movie, I made a list in my head of achievements I had made and would like to make involving Dean and our relationship.

So far, we had reached level four, I had met his parents, we hugged, changed clothes in the same room, cuddled, held hands, and in the future I wanted to kiss him, drive his car which he was very protective of, possibly have sex, live together by choice, shower together, propose to him, get married, adopt kids or have a surrogate mother for our child, grow elderly together...

Some of the things became explicit and I had to calm my mind down, reminding myself that he was right next to me.

I was way too into Dean and my feelings for him definitely weren't going away any time soon.

Eventually Ghostbusters ended and the "gang" had to leave.

"Ooh, my coat is so warm," Garth marveled as he put on his jacket fresh from the dryer.

"Thank you guys for having us over," Charlie told Sam and Dean. "And Cas, it was nice meeting you. I'll see you all in a couple of days."

Crowley eyed me a bit, before turning to leave.

"You're really cute, I wish you were straight," Meg told me, smirking mischievously.

"Bye, guys," Kevin waved as he left with Garth and Meg.

Charlie lingered a bit, staying behind with the five of us residing here for the moment. I watched as she hugged Jo tightly and kissed the younger girl's cheek as she pulled away. When she left, I turned towards Jo who was beaming.

"I think she likes you." I laughed as she noticed all four of us boys watching.

"I think I like her," she breathed happily.

"I think he likes you," Sam told me with a smirk, motioning towards Dean by my other side.

"I think fuck you, Sam, it's none of your business." Dean became defensive, joining into the conversation.

"Jeez." He frowned. "You don't have to be so rude about it. I just think whatever's going on with you and Cas..."

"Whatever's going on with me and Cas is our business and you can butt out."

"Stop talking about me like I'm not here." I pushed Dean away gently. "Sam, there's nothing going on between Dean and me."

"Like hell there isn't." Dean crossed his arms, eyeing me harshly.

"Are you implying that I have romantic feelings for you?" I narrowed my eyes at him. "Because I think that's an unfair assumption. My lack of attraction to girls doesn't mean I like every boy I get close to."

Dean turned and ran upstairs and I immediately regretted what had just happened. My head spun as I added yet another emotion to the ones I had felt today.

"Sorry," Sam said quietly. "I didn't mean to piss him off."

"It's not your fault," I assured him, already walking toward the stairs.

jesus, dean. why can't you let things go right between you and cas?