What do u do when the music frustrates u rather than sooth? What do u do when walking , running swimming or just sitting still makes u fidget worse rather than banish it? What do u do when hot showers don't return feeling or cold ones sooth the burning ache? What do u do when light makes u want to hide and darkness make u feel like ull never see the light again? What do u do when ruff textures make ur skin crawl and soft ones make u feel like ur not attached to ur body? What do u do when the screams don't come? when the tears don't come? What do u do when everyone wants to help but they can't? What do u do when ur in a empty room with no windows and though u beg to be let go the door doesn't open? What do u do when laughter rips u open a little more instead of healing the wound? When screaming make u want to run and tears leave u to tired to fight? What do u do when the only thing u want to do is curl up in a ball hoping to keep the shadows out yet waiting and hoping for the darkness to finally consume u and for it all to be over?
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When lies and truth become blurred
Short Story"You do not know pain until your staring at yourself in the mirror with tears running down your face and begging yourself to just hold on and be strong. THAT is pain." TRIGGER WARNINGS! For depression Anxiety Anger And pretty much any n...
