Painful memories surround me and I don't want to be here anymore. There's no air. My lungs burn waiting for my next breath. You've left me here and I don't know what to do. I'm lost. Everything's dark I can't find my way out. Why won't you help me? Why'd you leave me? I don't know what I did wrong. I don't know why you don't love me anymore. I've tried everything. I've tried doing stuff you like. I've done things I knew pleased you. I've gone out of my comfort zone. I've put my neck out. And all I've gotten is hurt and betrayal. Why do you hurt me? Have I not tried to make you happy? Have I not given up everything that made me happy for you? Have I not given my all? I just feel so hurt and confused. Why don't you love me? Please love me! Give me something! After all I've done don't just leave me here! I love you! Come back. I'm talking to you! Listen! I SAID LISTEN! Can you not hear? Have you gone deaf? You idiot! We're here because of you! I hate you! I hate me. I hate love. I hate that I love you. I try so hard and it's not enough. I'm not enough for you. I guess I never will be. But you know what makes it so pathetic? You were everything to me. You were all I needed. You were perfect and beautiful and amazing. I loved you and drank you in like air. I don't know how to live without you. You were more than enough for me. For one moment in time I was happy. But it was all a lie wasn't it? You never needed me. You were just playing till you found someone els. Then you discarded me like trash. Now I'm sitting huddled in the corner cold and broken. My surface is cracked. Blood draining from the holes you put in me. You were the one to patch me up. But your gone now and You never taught me how to do it myself. Now I'm lost on the corner not knowing which way is home. I'll just sit down a while. Till my headache passes and the tears dry. I'll try to remember the way back home. But I know it's impossible. Home has left me. Along with everything els you stole. You left me broken and empty. Without sunshine or or music. All I have is empty memories. I wish I could get over you. But I can't. I still love you. I hope one day I'll stop but I doubt I will. And because of that. I hope you life is amazing and that your happy.
Goodby my love.
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When lies and truth become blurred
Short Story"You do not know pain until your staring at yourself in the mirror with tears running down your face and begging yourself to just hold on and be strong. THAT is pain." TRIGGER WARNINGS! For depression Anxiety Anger And pretty much any n...
