When I started loving you (Jacquees love story)

Chapter 8

Jordan's POV ~

This is crazy . My head is soothed now , no more pain . I don't know if I should tell someone or keep this to my self .

Kota yelled , "Hey girl ! Momo and August are here ."

I walked over there , "Ayyee wassup girl ?"

She dapped me up , "Girl same old same old . How you doing ?

"I'm fine .." I stumbled on my words .

I didn't really want to tell her , well anyone how I'm really feeling .

She smiled, "Well I'm glad you aren't crying . Beautiful girls shouldn't cry ."

Just what Jacquees had said ..

"Haha thanks .. Well , lets go eat ."

She laughed , "You already know a nigga hungry ."

"Haha forreal though ."

My dad knew something was up , "Baby , you okay ? Your eyes are a little puffy and red .."

I touched my face , "Yeah I'm good . Don't worry ."

"Jordan , Yo' pops is good people .. He straight bruh ." August said .

"Yep , that's my dad for ya' !"

"Haha thank you August . How's your music going ?" My dad responded .

"Good , we needa get togetha' and do a Lil some'm ."

My dad agreed , "Forreal . Here , I'm free this weekend . Meet me at the studio and we can work on something ."

He looked over at Momo , "Baby is that okay ?"

She kissed his cheek , "Yeahh , My cousin coming over this weekend anyways so ."

"Chris invited me to stay a few days with him . I ain't mean to leave you hanging babe ." Kota said jumping in .

"It's okay."

I sorta said in a sad voice but then remembered that Que said we can chill this weekend , but I'm just gonna keep that to myself for now .

"Damn erre body got some'm to do with someone . Haha I'm all alone ." I said playing it off .

"I didn't mean to !" Kota laughed

"Haha sure you didn't ."

Momo looked at us , "I'm tired , babe lets go . Bye y'all , had fun !"

We all said goodbye .

My dad got up , "Yeah I gotta go too , Ciara just text me and said I needa help with dinner ."

"Okay .. We should get going too then ." Kota said pulling me up .

I feel like I'm faking my emotions to Dakota . I tell her everything . And keeping this from her is killing me .

At Home ~

She rubbed my back , "You okay ?"

"Yeah I'm fine , it's just sort of hard for me to let go of someone I loved ..."

"Did you honestly love him or did you THINK you loved him .?" She asked .

I thought for a second, "I honestly don't know . I loved him , from what I could feel ."

She hugged me , "I'm here for you no matter what okay ? Just please be careful when picking a guy you wanna be with .."

"I know and I'm greatful for you ."