6 months...
August
It had been awhile since everything had taken place. Every so often, I would have ta console Laya and explain ta Erin but otha than dat, everything was good. Today was the day dat I had to leave fa my tour and I was a little hype but then again I was a bit nervous. It would be da first time I would be leaving my family by they selves and dat is something I was that I wasn't looking forward ta doin'.
"You got everything?" Stephanie asked, fa da third time dis morin'.
"Yea bae, everything is packed. I just gotta be at da plane station at 12 and it 11:00 right na'. I walked ova ta da dresser and grabbed my shades and slipped them on.
Turnin around, I seen Stephanie wrapping her arms around herself and looking at me. I sighed and walked ova thea ta whea she was. I knew dat she was gon act like dis but I put my past behind me and started something new. I mean dis was betta than riskin my life daily.
"Baybeh, don't be like dat. Ion wanna leave but I gotta make dis money. You want us ta be livin good right?" I asked, liftin her chin up.
She shook her and sniffed. "It has nothing to do with that. I want you here with me and the girls. I don't care if we lived in a box as long as we are together, I don't care. "
I sighed and chuckled and bit.
"You know why I'm doin dis. So we can take care of da girls, and live worry free. An--"
She scoffed and shook her head.
"Being who you are, we will never live worry free. Yes, I'm glad you stopped doing what you did but there are people out there who don't know and don't care. There are people out there who has it in their mind that they are going to make you pay for what you did and I can't live with out you."
I tucked my tongue in my jaw and sighed. I knew dat she was right but thea was nothin I could really do about dis except, live life da best way I could.
"Bae, everyday as I chance dat I have ta take ta keep us together. I--"
"Your father left you a good amount of money, possibly enough to last you a life time. I just think that you should be a bit more careful. We have children now, yo have to be more careful."
I nodded and walked ova ta da bed and grabbed my bag.
"I know, but dat money aint gon last fa eva. And if I aint doin what I do best, singin is da only option left. Singin' is da only thing dat is going to pay me da same amount of money I was makin by takin' mufuckas out. Cut me some slack Steph. We do dis almost every time I leave."
She sighed and crossed her arms and nodded. I knew she was just worried but I aint really need dis shit hea when I got ready ta leave.
"I know, I'm sorry. I guess, I'm just negative."
I smiled and grabbed her face in my hands. I loved this girl and our kids, thea was no way dat I would leave them if I aint have to.
"It's aight, I luh you and ya know dat. You baybeh girl and thea is no woman da comes befo you."
"Besides your mama." She smiled.
I rolled my eyed and smacked my lips. "Even her ass be pissin me off. But once I got married, you was da main girl in my life. As a man, I'm supposed ta take care of you and put my family first and dats what I'ma do."
She crossed her arms and wrapped them round my neck. Leanin up, she pressed her lips to mine and kissed me like she was never goin ta see me again. I bit her lip and she moaned softly. I pulled away, slowly and looked at her and pecked her lips again.
