Lend Me Your Boyfriend

Chapter 20

The truth traveling on my own car, although it was not mine, go to work looked different. Break free urban transport and schedules, it was something that I would not mind getting used to. Yes, I had to buy a car.

The night shift was much quieter than the day but also no bored. When my turn came off, I did the same thing as the last days. I took my thermos of coffee, and walked to the end of the hall. There was the intensive care unit neonatal, there was my little girl. Had not brought the world not charge me for their care, but I was comforted to see her fight every day. She did not give up, wanted to live and stay in this world.

And that fight gave me strength, because at that time needed to believe that the struggle was worth it, even if it was just to get up every morning and look in the mirror and remind myself that there were many things that fight in my life . Great, I was in the depression phase. Well, at least he progressed. The bloody duel for the betrayal of Noah went on his way. One of these would accept it totally, and I release this burden.

- Again here?.-

The sweet voice of Dr. Lettuce spun me around to face her.

- You know I can not go a day without coming to see it.-

Susan picked up the heat on my side, and sat next to my seat. From there, we could see the incubators and lights on them. My little fighter was one of them.

- He's doing well.-

He poured some coffee in her almost empty cup, and sat back. Susan was a resident doctor last year. He specialized in neonates, and it was damn good at it. He was sure the hospital would make a good deal to stay with them.

- Does your mother has come to see her?.-

Susan nodded. He knew why he was asking. I had a hard talk with her mom. When his brother died, his pain away from the small. He understood it, did not want to become attached to it if also died. Losing one was hard, losing two, it would be much more difficult. But one afternoon, I took a deep breath, I walked into the room, and I said very clearly that her daughter needed her, it was better to suffer at her side, to regret the rest of your life have left her alone fight. So at the end of my "anger", the poor mother ran out crying and left the room.

- I do not know what that mouth of yours released, but the poor woman spent all afternoon crying over the incubator, apologizing to his little.-

- Did he take her in his arms?.-

- Oh yeah. They were together a beautiful 10 minutes.-

- All right.-

- The girl has improved a lot since then .-

- I needed to feel the love of his mother.-

- There's nothing like feeling the throb of a heart under a hot skin, to make your own heart take forces.-

- You're the doctor, nobody knows these things better than you.-

- Are you better?.-

- Still trying to fix my heart?.-

- You're the one who told your story with that boyfriend of yours.-

- You took advantage of me moment of weakness.-

- No, only I approached for some coffee so rich that you do. The rest you can not blame.-

I could not help but smile. She would not confess their solidarity vein was rather an artery. She was trying to fix everything that was broken, and something told me intrigued hearts, big or small.

- Do you think send it home soon?.-

- I would like to tell you next week. But everything depends on its evolution, and weight gain in these days.-

- That's fine.-

- Will you be so bad that you'll never get me some of that coffee when she fence?.-

- Ummm, you can always come to the rest room across the hall. And maybe even you find you with chocolate cupcakes, sometimes I.-

- You're gonna force me out of my kingdom, right?.-

- If you want to enjoy the little sins of the plebs ...-

- In short, everything has a price. How good you say what are these cupcakes?.-

Susan was unique. When he was with her, she did not notice the lack of Jane.

When the shift ended, I gathered my things and walked out calmly. That not be aware of the bus schedule, it gave me a peace that could become dangerous. Well, at least I would not have to avoid falling asleep at the bus stop or on the bus. The SUB Tonny had given me that peace, that time I had not noticed he needed. When I looked up at the parking lot, my heart jumped. No, it was impossible, he could not be there, standing in front of me. My heart jumped, but did not stop, although they did my lungs, because I realized I had stopped breathing. He was there, Noah.