The Melody Behind The Mask

Chapter 4

Melody's POV

I've had enough embarrassment for one day. I need to take a break, so sinet up ko yung camcorder ko, I turned the microphone on and niready ko na yung gitara ko. Atleast dito, walang manghuhusga sakin, well it's because I don't show my face to the audience, but I face my camera elsewhere na hindi aabot sa mukha ko.

So I turned the cam on and I started to strum my guitar..

" I'm caught up in your expectations
You try to make me live your dream
But I'm causing you so much frustration
And you only want the best for me

You're wanting me to show more interest
To always keep a big bright smile
Be that pinky little perfect princess
But I'm not that type of child

And the storm is rising inside of me
Dontcha feel that our worlds collide?
It's getting harder to breathe
It hurts deep inside

Just let me be
Who I am
It's what you really need to understand
And I hope so hard for the pain to go away

And it's torturing me
But I can't break free
So I cry and cry but just won't get it out
The silent scream

Tell me why you're putting pressure on me
And every day you cause me harm
That's the reason why I feel so lonely
Even though you hold me in your arms

Wanna put me in a box of glitter
But I'm just trying to get right out
And now you're feeling so so bitter
Because I've let you down

And the storm is rising inside of me
Dontcha feel that our worlds collide?
It's getting harder to breathe
It hurts deep inside

Just let me be
Who I am
It's what you really need to understand
And I hope so hard for the pain to go away

And it's torturing me
But I can't break free
So I cry and cry but just won't get it out
The silent scream

Can't you see
How I cry for help
Сause you should love me
Just for being myself

I'll drown in an ocean
Of pain and emotion
If you don't
Save me right away

Just let me be
Who I am
It's what you really need to understand
And I hope so hard for the pain to go away

And it's torturing me
But I can't break free
So I cry and cry but just won't get it out
The silent scream

My silent scream"

I finished the note perfectly and Inoff ko na yung camcorder, after that, kinonnect ko yung cam sa laptop and Inupload ko yung video sa youtube.

After a few minutes, gaya ng inaasahan ko, I already got tons of views.

"@tylerwinski commented on your video"

Wow siya nanaman ang top comment.
"Here we go again with your angelic voice <3 I'm sure you also have an angelic face, why can't you just show it to us?"  so I replied.

"Like I said last time, there's a reason behind it, I'm glad you liked my cover though, wishing you won't get tired supporting TGBTM, lots of love! :)"

Then after a few minutes he replied. Edi siya na mabilis magtype.

"You're really mysterious beautiful, I have a feeling that the song you covered a while ago is your mood, like you're depending the song on your emotions and all."

He's not a just a fast writer, great observer din pala to.

"Lucky guess mister, but I need to go now, thanks again for your support and for this little chitchat, ciao!"

After replying, I logged off and natulog na. Eventhough hapon palang, I feel so stressed and tired.