He's Toxic

Leaving for Good

Hailey POV:
I looked back at my empty room one more time. All my memories all my friends gone when i move too LA. I miss my mom my mom got into a car crash with my dad. A truck crushed them and they couldn't get them out in time. I love them and it was my fault. Everything is my fault. I love you i whispered thinking of my mom and dad. Now im going too be living with my older brother. I haven't had any sleep since the accident. Ok Hailey you cant be sad cause then your brother is going too worry about you. You dont matter at all so he shouldn't be worrying because your just fat and ugly. Just dont let him notice. Be fake happy for your brother. Even tho hes 4 years older than me we are really close. He notices everything so just put a smile on and ya. I hear a police officer yell for me. Yes they are dropping me off at the airport. Matthew didnt have time like always hes been a jerk lately i wonder whats up. Im kinda nervous because nobody knows that im The Matthew Espinosa's sister hes very well known he hates when i call him famous. None of his fans know that he has a sister. But now for sure everyone's gonna know me. What if they think im his girlfriend. Ewww thats just disgusting. Im planning on making new friends but it really hard for me because i used too get bullied. So im on online school now and im enjoying it. But what if i fall in love...never not what happened. Plus no one is gonna find me attractive.  I missed my brother so much ever since he moved i have been different. Im just really pathetic that i cant even live without my brother. I went down stairs too see my brother... one tear went down my face. He wasn't supposed too pick me up. He told me that he was too busy. I snapped out of my thoughts and ran down stairs and hugged him really tight. I was crying really hard "Matthew your actually here" i said while crying like a little girl. "I am im so sorry i was a jerk" he said while crying and hugging me. I missed hugging him i felt so safe with him. Nobody ever made me feel as safe as he did ever since my parents died. "I love you" i said "i love you too". We went too the car and talked about why he changed his mind. He said that the day that they called he was really frustrated and sad about our parents. When i called him too see if he was gonna pick me up he was already really stressed so he was being a jerk. He said sorry almost 20 times already. I told him that it was ok and im glad that hes here. We finally got to the airport. I hated plane's i was scared. At the same time the view was very beautiful. Im working on being a photographer. I have a big fam on Tumblr Im really well known from Tumblr but they dont know that Matthew is my brother. Some ppl asked me but i just said no. It hurt too say no that he wasn't my brother. But now all that is gonna change at least i think. I have been to MagCon just to see Matthew cause i missed him. We would meet somewhere were no one would see us. I wonder why he was trying too keep us being brother and sister such a secret. I kind of have a crush on Joey Birlem. Im so pathetic but he probably doesn't even know i exist. We got on the plane and i put on A Little Too Much by Shawn Mendes. I have been too one of his concerts hes my Bestfriend. Hes been there for me when no one else was. When he went on tour with MagCon i was sad and he is the only one who knows that my brother is Matthew Espinosa. After that he went on his own tour. He invited me too one and i went when i hugged him it felt like he hadn't left at all. After i fell asleep too thoughts of LA Hollywood and the lights. The Hollywood sign. I hope his house is big enough too fit two ppl or what if he has roommates. He was talking about all boy roommates im gonna be stuck in a house of boys great. Its fine you'll survive Hailey....At least i think. 😂😟
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