Fun, Young Hearts

That Boy is a Mess.

I've lost track of how many days it's been since that night, I couldn't tell you if Spencer has even tried to ring me either, I destroyed my phone along with everything else. I haven't been to school since, well if I'm honest the furthest ive travelled is a couple of feet to my bathroom. It appears the only time I can pick myself up is when my bladder calls. I just lay there, watching the one blade left on my ceiling fan rotate slowly, my body is lifeless, my thoughts are empty. The blade goes round and around until I drift away, I repeat the routine over and over everytime I wake up.

-Brendon's pov-

I could see them snickering, Linda and Spencer, they've been doing it all day. Ryan is usually in alot of classes with them together but I haven't seen him all week, he must be Ill. I kind of shrug off the fact that they're looking at me then whispering to each other, probably gossip, who cares?

I just climb into my car and start it up, before setting off I reply to a text off Tyler. Whislt I'm lost in texting I hear a knock on my car window, causing me to throw my phone backwards, letting out a small scream at the same time, if I were a cat you'd have to pull me off the ceiling. It's Spencer and Linda, I give them a look that basically says 'what the hell?!' And roll down my window.

"Br- Mr Ur- Brendon?" Spencer struggles with what to call me

"Mr Urie" I tell him, just to intimidate him a little, if they're gonna snicker about me I'm gonna have my fun too.

"Righ- um, weird question... have you heard from Ryan?" He asks, he's been off all week and they don't know where he is either.

"No why?" Maybe I'm being a little too blunt... nah

"I don't know if he's okay, he hasn't been at school all week and normally he'd text me but I haven't heard a word and I don't know if anyth-"

"Woah kid alright, quit rambling, I'm sure he's fine!" I had to interrupt him "Have you tried going to his house, check in on him maybe?"

"Well.. no we-"

"Then I'd probably start with that"

"Can you take us?" Linda asks from behind Spencer

"What? How old are you two,18 right? Don't you have cars?"

"Well yeah but, his is in the shop and I don't have a car.. um"

I roll my eyes and signal them to get in, they both climb into the back seats "Just don't sit on my phone, I threw it that way" Spencer  hands it to me. "Can I have his address? I don't know where he lives" I pass my phone back so one of them can type it into Google maps, then I place it on a stand on the dashboard. Around half way there Josh rings me, I keep it on loud speaker because I need to see the maps.

"Hey man what's up?" I ask

"You haven't forgot about our date have you?" He jokes

"What?"

"Trampoline Park man,you're still coming right? We're all here already"

"Uh yeah, yeah definitely I've just gotta run an erand first" I glance at the two students sat in the back of my car.

"You should text that Ryan kid ask of he wants to come, we had a good time at the fair" I see the two younger ones share a look as Josh suggests that.

"I don't have his number"

"I do"

"What how"

"Don't know, woke up the next morning and his number is in my phone, under 'the Ryan' which I'm assuming is your Ryan because I don't know any other Ryans" they share another look when he calls Ryan 'my Ryan'. He's not my Ryan. "I'll call him and ask, you could pick him up or something? After your errand, wait is Ryan the errand you're running?"