Brendon pov
I'm looking through his homework, looking for a subject I'm efficient in. Damn I thought I had a lot of paperwork. I take a sip of my capri-sun and then carry on looking through, Ryan is silent, I can see him staring at me, I've noticed that alot the past few days. Let's see Biology... no, English literature... nope, History.. ha fuck that! Here we go music, I'm very efficient in that, I'd say it's my religion. I've assisted 5 different music lessons this week, I don't remember Mr Harris handing out any homework. "Did you write this?"
"Ryan?" He's lost in a daze, staring at me, at my mouth, what the fuck?
"Hellooo... Ryan?"
"Hello, I mean... sorry" he looks awkward, he's still staring at me and then out of no where his lips are on mine, a cold rush runs down my spine, shock maybe? He's kissing me what? His lips are so nice, softer than they look and he's a great kisser. He's pull away from me. I don't know how to respond, now I'm silent. I thought this kid was good looking when I met him but I never thought about it in this way, you know? Like he's got a nice face but I never thought about kissing him and stuff. I've been silent for way too long, he looks worried. "Ryan, I'm sorry... I'm not... I'm... I like girls man"
"You do?!... oh.. fuck I'm sorry I didn't, I uh" He's tripping over his tongue. "I'm gonna uh I'm gonna go" he shoves his homework into his backpack and heads for the door, he puts his hand on the door handle. "Ryan wait!"...he freezes, hand still on the door handle. "I'm joking, it was a joke, I'm messing with you" I take hold of the hand grasping the handle, I feel him relax and see all the worry leave his body when I say those words 'I was joking' I move his hand off the door handle and turn him to face me, just so I can kiss him back. It's not like the other kiss, there's no awkwardness, no second guessing, we both want this.
It started out passionately, the need is growing stronger. We introduce our tongues, explore each others mouths, his hands clasp onto my shoulders and he runs them up my neck to my face, his fingers tangling in the back of my hair. It feels so good, tingling all of my skin, every hair on my body is standing up. I push him up against the door controlling him by pulling on his hips. I bite his bottom lip then move down his jawline, down his neck to his collarbone, sucking and biting on such a prominent feature, Ryan let's out a little moan.
My mouth trails back to his, he slides his hands down my chest until his fingers are underneath the tip of my waistband and leads me towards the kitchen, our tongues never parting for not even a second. I hop up onto the kitchen table, Ryan stands between my legs, his body still held against mine. I run my hands up his back under his shirt and softly slide one finger down his spine "take off my shirt" he orders between deep heavy breaths with a hint of desperate, so I do as I'm told. I withhold the mouth action whilst I observe his stomach his body looks... it looks.. perfect, he is slim but it suits him, I wouldn't have him any other way besides on top of me... or behind me. My eyes move back up to meet Ryan's and we both give each other a smile, it wasn't long before our lips crashed into each other again.
"Oh.. my god" a voice appears from the kitchen doorway. I stop in my tracks and just let out a sigh, fuck I knew this would happen. I see Ryan quickly trying to throw his shirt back on and when I look towards the doorway I see Josh and Tyler just standing there. They're not shocked, nor surprised, this isn't the first time they've walked in on me with someone. "Please don't fuck on the table Bren we eat there" Josh whines and nudges Tylers arm, they both laugh.
"Who's your fren?" Tyler asks, I look at Ryan expecting him to say his name but at the same time Ryan looks at me, for the same reason. "This is Ryan, Ryan this is Tyler and Josh" he gives my room mates the smallest wave I've ever seen, he's avoiding eye contact with them too, he must be uncomfortable. "We'll give you some privacy I suppose"
"I think they've had enough privacy" Josh points at me "you especially, you have sex more times in a month then I have in six! You're a slut Bren, but we love you anyway" Josh leaves and follows Tyler upstairs, leaving me and Ryan stood in silence. We walk back through to the living room.
"You have sex more times in a month then he has in six.. really?"
"NoNo, no, no, well not really, sort of... sometimes... okay yes but it's not as bad as it sounds, like he could have sex 4 times in six months and for me to have more I would only have to have sex 5 times so it's not that bad"
"That's good math, no wonder you became a teaching assistant" He's so sarcastic. He sits down on the sofa and picks up his phone "Fuck my dad messaged me, he's outside" he shoves all his homework in his backpack and rushes to the door. He opens it but closes it straight away again, like he's forgotten something. Out of nowhere he runs back to me and kisses me one more time, then heads out the door.
Sorry for making the last chapter out to be something big , it was all supoosed to be one chapter but it wouldve been waaaay too long. Thoughts on my first time writing sort of smut? I'm adding picture too. Thankyou for reading :')
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FanfictionSecretive student Ryan Ross begins to admire new Trainee Teaching Assistant Brendon Urie There's probably gonna be smut (Re-write of the Story of Young Love bc I lost that acc and couldn't finish writing it and it was terrible anyway. I also want t...