You've Always Been The One (iDubbbz X Reader)

This Time Around

You
It was later that day. You had gone home and Jason wasn't there, thank god. You were in such a good mood. It was like you were on cloud 9. Being with Ian made you so happy, how could it not? He's so funny, sweet, attractive, nice, smart, and so much more. You love everything about him. You had definitely been reeled back in. You didn't knew if you should tell Jason or not. You felt a little bad, but your overall feeling was happiness. You couldn't wipe the smile from your face when you thought about Ian. Before you could have another thought, you heard the door open and then close. Jason was home.

"Hey, (Y/N)" He said tiredly.

"Hey!" You said with enthusiasm. You couldn't help but be in a good mood.

"Wow you seem excited, are you ok?" He asked with a laugh.

"What? Oh yea I'm just happy that your home." You immediately regretted saying that.

"Really? Well I'm excited to be home"

"Yea...Hey I was thinking about ordering take out and watching a movie, are you in?" You were acting so fake, but you couldn't help it.

"Always." He said with a loving smile.

You felt so bad for lying and being fake with him. But you just felt so bad. You cheated on him. You were now a cheater. You had hoped that being nice to Jason would make up for it, but you couldn't act this way forever.

Ian
You had been "home" for a couple hours now. Max and Joji had been out filming all day so you had the place to yourself. You were in such a good mood. Thinking about (Y/N) gave you butterflies in your stomach. It was like you had fallen back in love with her--actually you had never really stopped loving her. You didn't know what you two had gotten yourselves into. Would she leave her fiancé for you? Was this just a one time thing? Should you tell her how you feel? Did she even feel the same way? Before you could even begin to answer any of these questions, Max and Joji were back.

"Hey guys!" You said.

"Hey man..." Max said in a confused expression.

"Hey dude, how was your date with (Y/N)?" Joji joked.

"Oh, it was great" You said with a smile.

"Are you ok, Ian? You're freaking me out man." Max said.

"Oh yea, I'm good. Don't worry."

"Did you get some PUSSY dude?" Max said while laughing.

"Aw come on, don't embarrass him." Joji said while laughing as well.

You
You and Jason were actually having a good time. You ordered Chinese food and watched the movie, The Silence of The Lambs. It was actually the first movie you two had seen as a couple. It brought back so many memories. Jason was a good guy. You didn't have the heart to tell him about you and Ian. You didn't even know where this thing with Ian was going, it was probably best to keep your mouth shut anyway.

"Hey, do you remember when we first saw this movie?" Jason asked.

"Yea, it was our fourth or fifth date." You said while smiling at him.

"It was our fifth. You were really nervous to see it because you thought it would be scary." He said while giving you a loving look.

"Oh yea, and it wasn't even that scary! It was actually more funny than anything."

"Yea..." He said as you both turned your focuses back to the TV.

Ian
It was almost 11:00. You were laying in bed thinking about (Y/N). You wanted to talk to her about what had happened but you didn't know what to say. You decided to text her--no you decided to call her. You wanted to hear her voice. You walked out onto the balcony and shut the sliding door. You didn't want to wake Max or Joji.

"Hello?" She said. He voice was a beautiful mix of grogginess and love.

"Hey, sorry for calling you so late."

"No, it's fine. Hold on one second." She whispered. It sounded like she was going into another room.

"Is this a bad time? I can call later." You said. The last thing you wanted was to get her in trouble with her fiancé.

"No, I just had to go out on the balcony. For obvious reasons..."

"Yea...Hey I'm on a balcony too." You said trying to lighten the mood.

"It's nice to hear your voice." She said. This pretty much doubled the butterflies that were already in your stomach.

"It's nice to hear yours too." You said, "I just wanted to talk about today..."

"Yea, I've been wanting to talk to you about it too. Look, Ian, today was great and I love spending time with you and being with you. It's just things are complicated now and I'm confused."

"I get it. I'm confused too. I love being with you too. The last thing I wanna do is hurt you. I don't wanna force you into anything either. If you wanna stop and just be friends, that's ok too."

"I don't know. I mean, it's just when I'm with you, all I can think about is you and even when I'm not with you, I think about you and I'm engaged and he's a great guy and I just, I know I'm not making any sense and I'm really sorry, I'm just confused and it's hard to talk about it on the phone." She said fast paced.

"Do you wanna meet up and talk about all this face to face?" You asked.

"Yea, I think that would be best." She said in a more relieved tone.

"Wanna just meet back up at the hotel, tomorrow at 11:00?"

"Actually, I think we should meet in Central Park again, like the first time." She said.

"Ok, sounds good." Part of you wanted to go to the hotel for obvious reasons, but maybe this was better. You two could figure things out and see what happens next.